Tuesday Tuesday!

[neonpink]

I hate slow work days. It makes everything crawl.

I am excited tonight is cauliflower pizza night! I made part of the crust last night so it won't take me long to make dinner tonight.

[spindle92]

My car has been running for 30 minutes and not an ounce of the ice that it is covered in has melted.

[Chirp]

Feb 10, 2015 12:07:16 GMT -5 SwimDeep said:

Chirp - do me! do me!

I keep having recurring dreams about teeth...either mine or the teeth of wild animals that I'm trying to keep in cages.

I dreamed last night that my teeth were shattered, and I was spitting out whole handfuls of pieces. I kept trying to put them back in my mouth but then even more pieces would shatter and fall out. And then an old woman showed up and told me I needed to bury my teeth. Once I buried them my mouth stopped hurting and my teeth stopped falling apart.
Every time I dream this dream I wake up soaked in sweat and freezing. I'd love some insight because usually if I journal a dream I can let it go, but this one keeps happening over and over again.

Something is gnawing at you. Either you're feeling guilty and need to fess up to something you did wrong or you're feeling like you aren't good enough and need to work through something that is making you lack self-confidence. You'll probably keep having that dream until you resolve whatever is causing those feelings.

Does that make any sense to you?

[Chirp]

Feb 10, 2015 12:12:20 GMT -5 sparksfly said:

Feb 10, 2015 11:58:28 GMT -5 Chirp said:

Ok, let's see how I did...

You've been trying something new or re-visiting something about yourself that you pushed aside for awhile. and you're doing something in your life to jump back to an older era... are there any past historical events/fashions you've been studying/playing around with lately?

Keep in mind, dreams are how we process and work through reality. Plus, I have to stay kinda vague because I don't know much about what you're going through in your life. The one with Cuddlyevil was easy because it involved her heart and unknown people, and I knew about her divorce and how she's been working through it.

Not that I can really think of. Does planning on having my hairdresser give me pin up hair count?

I know I have been wanting to get back on the working out wagon again and wasn't able to yesterday do to the weather. And this dream was before I realized I wouldn't be able to make it to the gym yesterday.

I think the hair probably counts. Are you excited about it for some reason? Like... satisfying a fantasy or something? It's probably just your mind working through the excitement.

[turtle1120]

Feb 10, 2015 10:44:11 GMT -5 partiallysunny said:

Feb 10, 2015 10:43:05 GMT -5 Chirp said:

My guess is, he thinks he can still control me. Nope.

I just found out that he stopped going to therapy. He says he doesn't have enough money for the $15 copay (once a week). But he has enough money to get eat out for every meal and get drunk every night that DS isn't with him.

priorities

Our exes would get along fabulously!  My ex has no money to help pay for DD's preschool (he is required to pay for 1/3 by court order), but he can pay for match.com memberships, buy skiis, and throw tons of money into his car....the only reason I know that is because we had to subpoena his bank records for court.  Yeah....priorities!  Wtf is wrong with these men?

[sparksfly]

Feb 10, 2015 12:31:08 GMT -5 Chirp said:

Feb 10, 2015 12:12:20 GMT -5 sparksfly said:

Not that I can really think of. Does planning on having my hairdresser give me pin up hair count?

I know I have been wanting to get back on the working out wagon again and wasn't able to yesterday do to the weather. And this dream was before I realized I wouldn't be able to make it to the gym yesterday.

I think the hair probably counts. Are you excited about it for some reason? Like... satisfying a fantasy or something? It's probably just your mind working through the excitement.

Actually, I am very excited about it. She is also going to be teaching me how to do it. I have wanted to learn how to do this for a while. And as I said in another thread, H is into pin ups. And he will like the hairstyle very much. And so help me, he messes my hair up, he will be a dead man! LOL

[kaneen]

Hey Chirp, wanna do mine?

So this weekend I had a dream that I was laying on a flat pallet flying through the air. It was tipping sideways so I was hanging on for dear life. Then someone intentionally tipped me off of it and I realized it was a training exercise for some program I was in (don't know what) and I feel into really deep water and had to swim my way out. I woke up when I was swimming.

[turtle1120]

Feb 10, 2015 11:30:41 GMT -5 gault said:

doglove, SO glad to hear the news! Hugs.

tiramisu, I have heard it's one of those movies to hate-watch and love every minute of it.

sparksfly, I'm glad they have the kind of relationships where he told your H right away. Crossing fingers for a great job



The last three or four days at work I have had little to do. I can start some quality control procedure writing but I am just checked out. It is a day or two from no-man's-land with the job I really want to get. I am starting to get worried. They ended interviews late last week.

I've got my fingers crossed for you!!!  Sending some job dust your way!

[Chirp]

Feb 10, 2015 12:07:52 GMT -5 gault said:

Here, @chirp. A dream I had a few days ago-

This huge gross monstrosity of a man had kidnapped a friend, with the help of a bunch of alive stuffed animals. I knew where she was, and had to act fast because I knew they would either kill her or eat her or something bad like that.

They were in a house and I had found the room she was in, and was trying to put on my running shoes really quiet, because I knew once I got her unbound from being tied up, we needed to book it. I remember being concerned about putting on my shoes right by the door because what if a bad guy came in and I was right there? So I put them on in the corner, that way the door would open and I would be behind it.

As I was putting my shoes on, I woke up.

RANDOM

You are unhappy with some aspect of yourself and you want to fix it. You're determined to do whatever you need to get what you want. You're discovering things about yourself and kinda taking a look at how you want to live your life.

[SwimDeep]

Feb 10, 2015 12:27:48 GMT -5 Chirp said:

Feb 10, 2015 12:07:16 GMT -5 SwimDeep said:

Chirp - do me! do me!

I keep having recurring dreams about teeth...either mine or the teeth of wild animals that I'm trying to keep in cages.

I dreamed last night that my teeth were shattered, and I was spitting out whole handfuls of pieces. I kept trying to put them back in my mouth but then even more pieces would shatter and fall out. And then an old woman showed up and told me I needed to bury my teeth. Once I buried them my mouth stopped hurting and my teeth stopped falling apart.
Every time I dream this dream I wake up soaked in sweat and freezing. I'd love some insight because usually if I journal a dream I can let it go, but this one keeps happening over and over again.

Something is gnawing at you. Either you're feeling guilty and need to fess up to something you did wrong or you're feeling like you aren't good enough and need to work through something that is making you lack self-confidence. You'll probably keep having that dream until you resolve whatever is causing those feelings.

Does that make any sense to you?

This makes so much sense. Thank you for the insight

[gault]

SwimDeep, the teeth dreams are one of the most common themes to dream about. You're not alone with those!

[Chirp]

Feb 10, 2015 12:33:41 GMT -5 turtle1120 said:

Feb 10, 2015 10:44:11 GMT -5 partiallysunny said:

priorities

Our exes would get along fabulously!  My ex has no money to help pay for DD's preschool (he is required to pay for 1/3 by court order), but he can pay for match.com memberships, buy skiis, and throw tons of money into his car....the only reason I know that is because we had to subpoena his bank records for court.  Yeah....priorities!  Wtf is wrong with these men?

I know, right? I've been getting sofa king pissed lately. We have 50/50 custody and make similar amounts, so neither of us pay or receive child support.

I've paid all of DS' preschool costs so far... the past year's registration, the monthly tuition, the cost of his school shirts, next year's registration, and it looks like I'll probably be paying the first month tuition for next year awhile (to hold his spot for next year). He's supposed to be paying half of this shit.

Every time I pick DS up for his week, the clothes he's wearing are too small. So instead of squeezing him back into tiny clothes, I send him back in clothes that fit.

And now he's not even doing 50/50. I often have him for an extra night, sometimes two.

Grrrrr

[Chirp]

Feb 10, 2015 12:36:11 GMT -5 sparksfly said:

Feb 10, 2015 12:31:08 GMT -5 Chirp said:

I think the hair probably counts. Are you excited about it for some reason? Like... satisfying a fantasy or something? It's probably just your mind working through the excitement.

Actually, I am very excited about it. She is also going to be teaching me how to do it. I have wanted to learn how to do this for a while. And as I said in another thread, H is into pin ups. And he will like the hairstyle very much. And so help me, he messes my hair up, he will be a dead man! LOL

Ooh... I didn't see that thread. Have fun!

[turtle1120]

Feb 10, 2015 12:59:00 GMT -5 Chirp said:

Feb 10, 2015 12:33:41 GMT -5 turtle1120 said:

Our exes would get along fabulously!  My ex has no money to help pay for DD's preschool (he is required to pay for 1/3 by court order), but he can pay for match.com memberships, buy skiis, and throw tons of money into his car....the only reason I know that is because we had to subpoena his bank records for court.  Yeah....priorities!  Wtf is wrong with these men?

I know, right? I've been getting sofa king pissed lately. We have 50/50 custody and make similar amounts, so neither of us pay or receive child support.

I've paid all of DS' preschool costs so far... the past year's registration, the monthly tuition, the cost of his school shirts, next year's registration, and it looks like I'll probably be paying the first month tuition for next year awhile (to hold his spot for next year). He's supposed to be paying half of this shit.

Every time I pick DS up for his week, the clothes he's wearing are too small. So instead of squeezing him back into tiny clothes, I send him back in clothes that fit.

And now he's not even doing 50/50. I often have him for an extra night, sometimes two.

Grrrrr

It's so frustrating!  

So he's not unemployed and has no excuse?  Yeah, I'd probably take him back to court for whatever you can.  It's a pain in the butt, but there's no reason he shouldn't be held accountable for his responsibilities.  Stop being so nice to him!

I've taken my ex to court, won on contempt charges, and I've been awarded over $7K in my attorneys fees for his bullshit, and he STILL pulls this stuff.  Can't fix stupid I guess!  LOL

[Chirp]

Feb 10, 2015 12:36:39 GMT -5 kaneen said:

Hey Chirp, wanna do mine?

So this weekend I had a dream that I was laying on a flat pallet flying through the air. It was tipping sideways so I was hanging on for dear life. Then someone intentionally tipped me off of it and I realized it was a training exercise for some program I was in (don't know what) and I feel into really deep water and had to swim my way out. I woke up when I was swimming.

Something had been restricting or confusing you, but now you're feeling better about it. You want to change your position or status in some part of your life and are looking for emotional support.

[kaneen]

Feb 10, 2015 13:09:03 GMT -5 Chirp said:

Feb 10, 2015 12:36:39 GMT -5 kaneen said:

Hey Chirp, wanna do mine?

So this weekend I had a dream that I was laying on a flat pallet flying through the air. It was tipping sideways so I was hanging on for dear life. Then someone intentionally tipped me off of it and I realized it was a training exercise for some program I was in (don't know what) and I feel into really deep water and had to swim my way out. I woke up when I was swimming.

Something had been restricting or confusing you, but now you're feeling better about it. You want to change your position or status in some part of your life and are looking for emotional support.

Holy shit, I think this is dead on.  Thanks!

[gault]

Feb 10, 2015 12:42:45 GMT -5 Chirp said:

Feb 10, 2015 12:07:52 GMT -5 gault said:

Here, @chirp. A dream I had a few days ago-

This huge gross monstrosity of a man had kidnapped a friend, with the help of a bunch of alive stuffed animals. I knew where she was, and had to act fast because I knew they would either kill her or eat her or something bad like that.

They were in a house and I had found the room she was in, and was trying to put on my running shoes really quiet, because I knew once I got her unbound from being tied up, we needed to book it. I remember being concerned about putting on my shoes right by the door because what if a bad guy came in and I was right there? So I put them on in the corner, that way the door would open and I would be behind it.

As I was putting my shoes on, I woke up.

RANDOM

You are unhappy with some aspect of yourself and you want to fix it. You're determined to do whatever you need to get what you want. You're discovering things about yourself and kinda taking a look at how you want to live your life.

Thanks lady This makes a lot of sense

[sparksfly]

Feb 10, 2015 12:59:59 GMT -5 Chirp said:

Feb 10, 2015 12:36:11 GMT -5 sparksfly said:

Actually, I am very excited about it. She is also going to be teaching me how to do it. I have wanted to learn how to do this for a while. And as I said in another thread, H is into pin ups. And he will like the hairstyle very much. And so help me, he messes my hair up, he will be a dead man! LOL

Ooh... I didn't see that thread. Have fun!

That is ok! I will, just not too much fun so that my hair gets messed up.

[neonpink]

Chirp Do you know what it means if you are aware you are dreaming and start manipulating your dream and controlling what you can do? For example, realizing you're in a dream so real rules don't apply so you can fly.

[Chirp]

Feb 10, 2015 13:07:29 GMT -5 turtle1120 said:

Feb 10, 2015 12:59:00 GMT -5 Chirp said:

I know, right? I've been getting sofa king pissed lately. We have 50/50 custody and make similar amounts, so neither of us pay or receive child support.

I've paid all of DS' preschool costs so far... the past year's registration, the monthly tuition, the cost of his school shirts, next year's registration, and it looks like I'll probably be paying the first month tuition for next year awhile (to hold his spot for next year). He's supposed to be paying half of this shit.

Every time I pick DS up for his week, the clothes he's wearing are too small. So instead of squeezing him back into tiny clothes, I send him back in clothes that fit.

And now he's not even doing 50/50. I often have him for an extra night, sometimes two.

Grrrrr

It's so frustrating!  

So he's not unemployed and has no excuse?  Yeah, I'd probably take him back to court for whatever you can.  It's a pain in the butt, but there's no reason he shouldn't be held accountable for his responsibilities.  Stop being so nice to him!

I've taken my ex to court, won on contempt charges, and I've been awarded over $7K in my attorneys fees for his bullshit, and he STILL pulls this stuff.  Can't fix stupid I guess!  LOL

No, he's not unemployed. He's in IT and makes about $47k a year in a very LCOL area. He just spends more than he makes. It's a recurring theme in his life.

I forgot this part... DS told XH that he has a bike, a skateboard, and a razor scooter at my house. XH called and asked if I could get stuff like that for DS to keep at his house because he "can't afford stuff like that". Bitch, please. He bought himself a motorcycle this summer and a new hunting rifle this fall. Not to mention all the money he drinks every other week.


I know I need to take him back to court. I've been documenting everything and there will be another court date. It's just a matter of time. I have to time things right... he still does his fake-suicidal, pity me shit. It's so annoying.

[partiallysunny]

Grrrrrr. I'm So annoyed for you Chirp.

[partiallysunny]

Feb 10, 2015 13:14:38 GMT -5 neonpink said:

Chirp Do you know what it means if you are aware you are dreaming and start manipulating your dream and controlling what you can do? For example, realizing you're in a dream so real rules don't apply so you can fly.

lucid dreaming! I can do it as well. I don't think it "means" anything in the dream sense.

[Chirp]

Feb 10, 2015 13:14:38 GMT -5 neonpink said:

Chirp Do you know what it means if you are aware you are dreaming and start manipulating your dream and controlling what you can do? For example, realizing you're in a dream so real rules don't apply so you can fly.

That's lucid dreaming. I don't know much about it. I think I read that it's a state of partial consciousness while you're still asleep. Basically, your mental consciousness doesn't quite mesh up with your sleep stage so you're awake enough to realize you're just dreaming and can have some fun (or scare the shit out of yourself) manipulating your dream.

[gault]

I lucid dream quite a bit. It's kind of fun

[cuddlyevil]

I keep getting re.stasi.s banner ads. I don't have chronic dry eye you stupid robots!

[doriswe]

Oh and non-wizard is randomly texting again....and he claims he misses me. l-o-fucking-l

[cuddlyevil]

Feb 10, 2015 14:59:52 GMT -5 doriswe said:

Oh and non-wizard is randomly texting again....and he claims he misses me. l-o-fucking-l

LOL. Did you respond?

[doriswe]

Feb 10, 2015 15:01:32 GMT -5 cuddlyevil said:

Feb 10, 2015 14:59:52 GMT -5 doriswe said:

Oh and non-wizard is randomly texting again....and he claims he misses me. l-o-fucking-l

LOL. Did you respond?

I believe the response was "lies"

[gault]

Feb 10, 2015 14:59:52 GMT -5 doriswe said:

Oh and non-wizard is randomly texting again....and he claims he misses me. l-o-fucking-l

block!

[doglove]

Feb 10, 2015 15:08:54 GMT -5 gault said:

Feb 10, 2015 14:59:52 GMT -5 doriswe said:

Oh and non-wizard is randomly texting again....and he claims he misses me. l-o-fucking-l

block!

x2. Get rid of this creeper for good, don't entertain his random fu@kery anymore.