I went through withdrawals from Lyrica a few years ago. Sweating, shaking, uncontrollable rage, jaw clenching. By the time I got in to see my Dr, I'd been awake for three straight days and was hallucinating just a little bit. I got ativan and ambien to help end the withdrawal symptoms. My doc was really sympathetic and told me about how his wife got addicted to motion sickness patches on a cruise once and had to wean off of them when they got home. You're still a good person, you just need your chemicals readjusted!
Go to an ER. Have your husband take you for support. Take a deep breath. You are not being judged for this. Chronic pain is HARD. The doctors will help you. Don't see this as a failure. You have admitted it is a problem and that you need help.
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Post by underwaterrhymes on Mar 1, 2015 21:46:24 GMT -5
Others have covered this, but definitely go to the hospital.
My dad was addicted to Oxy and he spent 10 days in rehab. It completely changed his life.
He went from being a deeply unhappy person and a pretty crap husband and father to bring the happiest he's ever been and improving his relationships with loved ones.
You have nothing to be embarrassed about, be proud you are taking the first difficult step to admit the problem and get help. As someone has personally watched the struggle of a loved one, I can tell you they most Iikey know to a degree what has been going on, and they will hopefully be there to offer the support you need to beat this. It can and will get better. One step at a time.
This can quite literally happen to anyone. I used to work as a therapist at a methadone clinic (in case you don't know that's a medication that can help you detox or maintain without the high) and saw it happen all the time. Please let me know if you have any questions, but know you're not alone.
This can quite literally happen to anyone. I used to work as a therapist at a methadone clinic (in case you don't know that's a medication that can help you detox or maintain without the high) and saw it happen all the time. Please let me know if you have any questions, but know you're not alone.
Trying to work up the courage to talk to H. He actually went through this himself. He was stealing my prescription for recreational use. But he didn't withdrawal badly or anything. He was a little uncomfortable, but he's in the firm "no hospitals doctors or medication unless its for funsies" camp. I gave him so much shit for it too. And now look where I am...
This all started with a horseback riding accident years ago. I had 3 discs removed and have 1 more thats screwed up. I also have a cyst on my spine that causes me to have to walk with a cane. I have been in a PM program since last April. And the medication helped me so much. I could walk and play with my son. I could go back to work. The medication has never made me feel loopy persay. Just a huge warm feeling of relief because the pain was gone. I don't know how else I am going to be able to manage my pain.
I realized I was addicted when a few months back, I ran out about a week early because I had to up my dose to taking 2 at a time instead of just 1. But all I had to do was call my doctor and tell her my tolerance went up and she wrote me a new script for more to get me through the week. Getting it filled was a nightmare, so she ended up having to write me a different strength. But at least I had something. I dare not ask for more again because I don't want her to think I'm selling the things or anything! That actually seems to be a big problem at this PM clinic. A lot of people have been kicked out for selling them. That is the shit that boils my blood.
I tried Lyrica but it gave me horrible migraines and also made me feel like I was so drunk that I couldn't even walk. Thank you for sharing your stories, everyone.
(((aeme))) Please go and get the help that you need. It will be okay. The ER team can help you through this.
We had a friend with a really messed up back. He got addicted to (I think it was) oxy. He was shocked that he ended up dependent on it but that's what happened. He was able to get off of it entirely and has stayed off of it. Like you, he was very surprised this happened to him. His back was so bad. He just didn't realize how much he was relying on it.
HE IS FINE NOW, and has been fine for a few years. You can get there, too, but you have to take those first steps. I am sure they are some of the hardest ones.
I hope it's okay with you but I am a pray-er and I will pray for you tonight.
Also, I think the women posting here are just absolutely amazing in their lovingkindness.
Post by usuallylurking on Mar 1, 2015 22:05:45 GMT -5
My sister went from opiates to a full blown heroin addiction. $100+ a day habit for over a year. This spring she will be clean for a year. If she can do it, I promise you can, too. But you're going to have to ask for help and be completely honest so that people (doctors/pain management) can actually help you. You can do it. Consider tonight your first day. Get to the ER, talk to your H. You can do it.
We are leaving for the ER now. Thank you all so much for your kindness and love. If you're the praying kind, please say a little one for me. I will update when I can. Thank you all so much again. I probably owe you all my life.
Don't be ashamed. This is sadly more common than people realize. It's a medical problem and you need to get help addressing it. Tell your husband what's going on and see a doctor ASAP.
Good for you for recognizing this problem and reaching out for help; its the 1st step. But please get yourself to the ER for management of your withdrawal. Don't be ashamed or embarrassed, just find a place to help you detox is a safe and controlled environment. (hugs)
We are leaving for the ER now. Thank you all so much for your kindness and love. If you're the praying kind, please say a little one for me. I will update when I can. Thank you all so much again. I probably owe you all my life.
Prayers and positive thoughts for you during this time. I'm so thankful you've spoken to your husband and are headed to the ER
I'm going to call the number now. Thank you so much. If anyone else has any stories of encouragement, please share them. Whether it be about yourself or someone you know. I need to hear that I will survive this.
Glad you're calling.
Like I said above, based on the pharmacology of the drug, your body becomes dependent, doctors know this. Don't feel like you did something wrong.
I've seen people that have been able to go through withdrawal and then work on their chronic pain. You're not alone.
ETA: and I know the withdrawal symptoms suck, but you're not going to die. Hang in there.
Congratulations on taking the first step to getting help. I pray the staff is kind and compassionate (I'm not assuming they won't be, just sending that prayer) and for you and your family. You are strong and you're doing what is right for your health and well being. There is no shame in that.
Post by bohemianmango on Mar 1, 2015 22:59:31 GMT -5
I'm so glad you're going in for help. I'm sorry you're dealing with all of this. It's not something one should try to deal with alone. You're doing the right thing. Don't let anyone make you feel ashamed or judgeworthy for the addiction. You've been in a tough situation.
I hope your treatment goes as easy as possible and your doctors can work together to make the pain and its management easier to deal with in the future.
I am so glad to see you are headed to the ER. I am sending you all my good thoughts. This is not your fault. You are brave for admitting it became a problem and seeking the help you need. Hugs.