Took the kids to build a bear on Saturday, they were so so happy. My sister is going to come visit soon, they just need to nail down a couple wedding things--so she'll visit sometimes in the next month. YAY!
Post by bullygirl979 on Jun 29, 2015 8:09:10 GMT -5
I agree, doriswe. I had such a hard time getting up this morning. Weekend was good. Went to a party on Friday. Saturday and Sunday I just ran errands, worked out, and watched movies with P. It was relaxing. Thank god this is only a 4 day work week
Another fabulous weekend of bbq's and beer. Not nearly as many bug bites as last wknd....thank god.
My liver needs a rest but it sounds like that is not going to happen for awhile. 4th of July festivities start Wednesday and go thru next monday. Woot woot!!
Weekend was pretty good. Had a lot of fun hanging out with DD over the weekend! Grabbed lunch with a friend, because I needed to vent. Went to a geeky soda bar with the kids last night and DD and I played Battleship while DS played video games.
Downside, XH can suck it and I'm just sick of dealing with his bullshit.
I'm exhausted today and need all the coffee. I was up until nearly 3am finishing forms for my private practice because I have my first client today!
Also, date #2 yesterday was great. I met him at his place, we drove a ways away and went for a hike, then stopped at a cute cafe on the way back for dinner. It was so peaceful and calm it felt like a vacation almost. And then we both had to do work when we came back, but we distracted each other for a little while with kissing instead. So really, it was worth staying up so late to get paperwork done.
Friday I got off work early went home, painted a closet in our shop room, installed some flooring. I then got a call to come hang out with friends. H and I headed back out and had a blast parting until 3 am with our friends and celebrating marriage equality. There was seriously an impromptu parade down one street.
Saturday I got some work done around the house. My drapery in my bedroom is finally finished. I wanted big white drapery but black out. It was impossible to find. So I bought some and added the black out lining. 6 panels 50x95" took forever to finish. I did finish watching outlander while I worked on it so that was a win.
Sunday My home is starting to feel like mine. I made my first real dinner, (turkey enchiladas) and hung pictures. It feels so awesome.
Now I need to get ready for 4th of July. We are having people over.
So my weekend was pretty good, I went to a local cider place, which was cool. I was kind of being set up and it was weird. The guy got wasted and didn't really talk to me, but gave me a hug at the end of the night. I cried the whole way home because I just felt tired of going home alone. Most of the time I'm fine, but it hit me hard on Saturday.
Yesterday I spent some time at the pool and had a movie, wine and golden retriever night with one of my friends.
Post by bullygirl979 on Jun 29, 2015 10:01:39 GMT -5
I used to provide therapy to this lady several jobs ago. When I left, I referred to another therapist, who coincidently worked at my current place of employment. I really enjoyed seeing her again. She must have found out that I resigned because she dropped off the nicest card to me, telling me how much she learned from me and how much I helped her. Cue all the tears.
Sunday sucked...it ended with H sleeping on the couch (because he didn't want to be near me) and insisting I start going to AA.
I'm not drinking. I want to. But I'm not. And I don't complain about it because I know how much he struggles with it. I don't know what he thinks AA will help me with. Except maybe leaving him.
Sunday sucked...it ended with H sleeping on the couch (because he didn't want to be near me) and insisting I start going to AA.
I'm not drinking. I want to. But I'm not. And I don't complain about it because I know how much he struggles with it. I don't know what he thinks AA will help me with. Except maybe leaving him.
Sunday sucked...it ended with H sleeping on the couch (because he didn't want to be near me) and insisting I start going to AA.
I'm not drinking. I want to. But I'm not. And I don't complain about it because I know how much he struggles with it. I don't know what he thinks AA will help me with. Except maybe leaving him.
Does this mean your thinking about leaving him? What happened yesterday?
Sunday sucked...it ended with H sleeping on the couch (because he didn't want to be near me) and insisting I start going to AA.
I'm not drinking. I want to. But I'm not. And I don't complain about it because I know how much he struggles with it. I don't know what he thinks AA will help me with. Except maybe leaving him.
What does your therapist think?
What happened that made your H feel like sleeping on the couch was a good idea?
Yes - I'm thinking about leaving him. No - I haven't been to therapy in more than a month. She had started making excuses for his behavior and I got tired of hearing it. I need to find someone new.
Last night, I told him I was worried about one of the cats because she wasn't eating. He blew me off. I called him out for dismissing my feelings...and it escalated from there. He told me I was being mean and nasty and that he didn't want to be around me. I didn't even eat dinner - just took a xanax and passed out.
I don't have a plan. I just know that I've run out of hope.
An extended stay hotel might be my first step...I'm not sure yet.
Sunday sucked...it ended with H sleeping on the couch (because he didn't want to be near me) and insisting I start going to AA.
I'm not drinking. I want to. But I'm not. And I don't complain about it because I know how much he struggles with it. I don't know what he thinks AA will help me with. Except maybe leaving him.
What does your therapist think?
What happened that made your H feel like sleeping on the couch was a good idea?
My therapist said he's a man and I need to understand what a difficult thing it must have been for him to not have a job. Bless her heart.