I'm having a pity party...

[SallySparrow]

I've been up since 1am. I work night shift. I didn't work last night because our sitter is on vacation and I needed to be able to watch A. But I haven't been able to sleep all night. I'm exhausted. The house is a fucking disaster. I got up at 4 and started cleaning because I couldn't sleep anyway. DH is adamently against hiring a cleaner, and we can't afford it this month anyway. We had a couple unexpected expenses that came up. Nothing major, and we're fine, there's just not anything extra in the budget after we put money in savings. I feel sick 90% of the time from fucking morning morning sickness. I'm still really stressed out about all this shit with MIL. I have no idea what I'm going to do with A tomorrow because I'm so tired and I just want to be able to enjoy my time with her.

And that was a big pile of mess. Thanks to anyone who made it through. I don't really know what I want, I guess just to whine, which is stupid because I know things could always be worse.

[bananapancakes]

I'm sorry. ((((SallySparrow))) Hope you're able to nap today.

[cricketwife]

I'm really sorry. I hope you can get some rest soon.

[MNH2013]

I'm sorry, you can whine and wine if you like.

[SallySparrow]

Thanks, everyone. I had a nice cry in the middle of my now very clean kitchen. I feel a little better. lol

Hopefully she naps today. We're watching Elmo and Abby right now, so she's at least entertained.