DH and I are headed out camping for the rest of the week. I am looking forward to the time away from everything. We will get home Saturday morning then go to a wedding Saturday night. On Sunday it's back to work for me! And if AF hasn't come by then it will be POAS day as well. An exciting week.
A friend of mine is currently living in St Croix and I really want to go visit her....I'd have to pull the money from savings, which I really need to save, but it would be great to take advantage of the opportunity while she's there.
I don't work in the safest part of town. I was mailing the rest of my Stitch Fix items back. I walked up in the line. The woman in front of me was busy off to the side signing a mailing slip on one of those kiosks off to the side of the line. I checked her out and it didn't appear she was in line. I went to walk up. The post office employee said, "She's in line." I immediately backed up, "OH, ok sorry." No big deal. Except the woman turned around and glared at me. I looked back at the post office employee, looked back at her...still glaring a hole through me. Watches me the entire time she walks up to the desk to get her package sorted out. I mean....REALLY? I recognized what happened and corrected it. No need to get dramatic. Of course, this is the last post office location you don't want to piss off someone at.....rough people around there.
DH is back to work today. I'm starting to feel a bit better. I still feel like shit, but starting to get better at least.
DH's family always does a big thing for 4th of July. I feel like I brought this sickness on myself because I was talking to my mom last week about how I should fake sick and send DH and G to the in-laws on Saturday and take a whole day to myself. Very funny universe.
Good Luck awick14! and have so much fun camping! My H and I think we want to test camping out. We've never been together. The last time I was camping was probably over 12 years ago haha!
HoneySpider That would be SO fun. I've heard great things about that place
MrsMB Wow, that lady was SO dramatic. She sounds insane!
we had a huge thunderstorm this morning around 4:30. One of my dogs was freak ing out, as usual. I found him like this:
He jumped in there on his own. He always finds the most interior and smallest area to hide in. So I was wide awake with all of the commotion, but fell back asleep around 6. I've been dragging all day today, and trying to get up the motivation to finish cleaning!
My mouth hurts. I get canker sores often (always have) and I have at least one on the left side of my mouth and one on the back right side of my tongue. Ouch! I think that combined with being sick made things worse. So hard to eat when my mouth hurts that much.
Post by rockinrobyn on Jul 1, 2015 15:12:26 GMT -5
I realized today when a respiratory therapist asked me to fill an oxygen tank how terrified I am to fill things up. I cannot blow up balloons or put air in my tires, and no cannot fill O2 tanks. Must have been traumatized as a child.
DS puked at daycare. It's the second time it's happened, both after eating oatmeal. I'm hoping it's only oatmeal and not a more extensive list of food allergies.
Consequently, I'm trying to decide if I should start my vacation a day early. I'm supposed to work tomorrow, but maybe I will take the day off. So tempting...
Random: I got a new coloring book in the mail today!
Hugs bk1. I fake happy a lot too and have to force myself to talk to the doctor when I have needed ADs and feel like I'd do the same in counseling. I hope if you decide to go that it helps you both talk through things! You have a little one and just moved, I'm sure things can get stressful!
Have fun awick14! Good luck Sunday...I'm rooting for you friend!
((hugs)) bk1. Was this comment made during a fight or when things were good? DH made a similar comment while arguing and while things are off PP (for me), the suggestion for me to go to counseling to deal with OUR problems didn't go over so well. If you two are having issues then you both need to go, regardless if you need to go for additional/individual reasons. I hope that whatever path you choose that it helps you...PP is a rough rough time between all the hormones and having to take care of a little one.
It was this morning. No fighting, just out of the blue. I believe he said it with good intentions. If I asked him to go to counseling he would but I think he thinks I just need it. He said he thinks I need someone to talk to. But then things like I asked him to come home early tonight since I'm still sick and he said he would. Then I text again at 5 when he got off work that I had a rough day (been parenting with ear plugs in the past two hours from constant screaming ) and it's 6:30, I'm rocking G to put her down early, and he still isn't home. So yeah I'm fucking pissed at him right now.
bk1 I would be scared to go back on them too! I noticed that with the ones I'm on now I started getting panic attacks again which is weird because this particular pill got rid of them when I had severe ones years ago. I'm not sure if it's the dose or what. It's so interesting how something that's supposed to make you feel better ends up making it worse sometimes!
Thanks guys. He got home right after 7. G had been asleep for almost 30 minutes by then. He even made the comment that he thought I would be putting her to sleep.
I took a bubble bath and the moment I opened the bathroom door she woke back up. So now we are both trying to get her back down. Ugh.
Last night DH and I got G settled around 9 and then we stayed up talking until almost 12:30. It was really what we needed. We got everything out that needed to be said. We are both feeling much better now. I think he understands where I am coming from and why/when I need his help and I understand more of what he has going on and what he is thinking. He is off work on Friday and even suggested that I take some time to myself to do what I want while he watches G. I'm feeling much better about it all right now. Thanks guys for all of the support last night.
bk1 I'm so glad you guys were able to have some time together to talk it out. What are your plans for today for "you" time?
I'm not sure about today. I was suppose to go to breakfast with MIL and do a bit of shopping while my mom watched G but with being sick I never confirmed all of it. I'm feeling much better so that helps.
Tomorrow I am getting out of the house for sure! I thought about seeing if BFF wanted to get together. She is back in town again. Girl time is always good.
bk1 I'm so glad you guys were able to have some time together to talk it out. What are your plans for today for "you" time?
I'm not sure about today. I was suppose to go to breakfast with MIL and do a bit of shopping while my mom watched G but with being sick I never confirmed all of it. I'm feeling much better so that helps.
Tomorrow I am getting out of the house for sure! I thought about seeing if BFF wanted to get together. She is back in town again. Girl time is always good.