mp, I say this with kindness, but I'm not sure you're doing yourself any favors by thinking 'he loves me, but he's scared, or not ready' etc. I know that may help a bit with the pain, I've been there, but if it's not right, it's just not right:( I just don't want you to hold on to something that's not there.
Eh, I've made it clear that the reasons don't matter. In the end whether I think he cares or is scared doesn't change the fact that I deserve more than what he can give me today. And I am confident in that.
Well and regardless of anything else this the absolute truth. Big hugs to you.
"This prick is asking for someone here to bring him to task Somebody give me some dirt on this vacuous mass so we can at last unmask him I'll pull the trigger on it, someone load the gun and cock it While we were all watching, he got Washington in his pocket."