I feel like this week is dragging on. But at the same time, I don't want it to go any faster because I am NOT looking forward to summer ending. Which usually I am super excited on the inside about going back to work and seeing all the kiddos.
You are stressed or angry a lot. I think you need to find a new job and take a vacation.
Girl I wish. I'm out of vacation time. I do get stressed a lot. nature of the beast though. ya know? We are a single family income. I have a SN kid.(and I'm rage-ey because of my period) finding another job really isn't an option though. Work as shitty as it can be some times I have a lot of benefits. That I just wouldn't get at another place. I love my life though. I wouldn't have it any other way. I know I know I every one says dh needs a job he is looking. But problem 1 is his education. problem 2 the past few years he has had a few that cut in to my schedule and that doesn't work because at the end of the day I make more money. (I get paid rather well for what I do plus commission) problem 3 is child care. I don't have any one I can ask for help. and I would rather them stay home with their dad than send them off with strangers. 4 I can not find child care for DD 2 with her condition with out it costing a pretty penny. more than regular child care costs. We make it work. we don't live out side of our means. We're already in a better place than what we were 3 years ago. andplusalso I'm making plans to go to CO in march that's just ya know 8 months away. lol
Sorry to be such a Debbie Downer lately (wilted). I wish ya'll could know how great H is on a day to day level. Christ I've know the guy for half my life. And my kids are the light of my life, I love my family.
Moral of the story is life is crazy and you can either buck up and deal or let it drag you down. I prefer to embrace with the crazy because what's the point in getting down in the dumps.
If you made it to the end of this you deserve a cookie. And a thank you for listening.
anyastroud *hugs* sounds like you have a good attitude about everything what kind of job would your H like? What about a nice retail job in the evenings so it doesn't compete with you? I've heard good things about Home Depot, Sams, and even Walmart.
I get not wanting to find other childcare. That's why I haven't gotten another job.