My day started off really rough yesterday. I had an appointment with my primary doctor and she is sending me to a vascular surgeon due to my feet still turning blue and purple, even when I am laying down on the couch or in my bed. She still thinks it is Raynauds, but she is sending me to the specialist just in case.
Also, I burnt my neck pretty badly with the curling iron and of course the burn is on the tubing of my shunt so now I have to really make sure it doesn't get infected.
I started PT for my ankle from the car accident and then I find out if I need surgery on my hand in 10 days. My thumb is still really swollen and the pain is shooting into my wrist. It has been 5 weeks since the accident and I am still experiencing pain in my neck from whiplash.
Then I stubbed my baby toe on my elliptical this morning. OUCHIE!
I have a family wedding to go to in a couple weeks, but I think I am going to bail. I just can't deal with the whole wheelchair issue with my family and having to explain myself. Not to mention that my hand is still in a cast and I can't wheel myself and I really don't want to ask for help from anyone because I would have to hear how I don't need the chair and if I couldn't wheel myself, I shouldn't have brought it and I'm an inconvenience blah blah blah like GOFUCKYOURSELF!
I am just overwhelmed anymore. Between all of this and dealing with some issues at work, I am just drained. So last night I ended up meeting up with two of my really good friends from high school. I saw her new house and we had a campfire outside and roasted marshmallows and just talked for hours. It was so nice to just forget about everything going on and talk about positive things and joke around!
Post by achase123 on Sept 26, 2015 10:50:06 GMT -5
I didn't sleep at all the night before last so I'm glad i did last night. I'm still so in shock about Js behavior. I even had a dream last night that he came back and told me what an idiot he was and how much he loves me. I hate dreams like that.
I just dropped my kids off for the visit with their dad :-( I don't know what to do with myself, I have had them every day since the beginning of July.
i do alot of LEFT swiping on Tinder and alot of hiding/deleting on OKCupid ...
Don't you love it when someone messages you to ask why you didn't respond?
Or when they call you "a fat fucking bitch" for ignoring their message
in the nearly 18 months i've been on OKC ... never once did anyone ever question why i didn't respond to them much less send degrading messages to me for ignoring them ....
((abcdefu)) I'm really sorry you're facing all of these health issues. I know you're drained and it's rough, so do what you need to do-if it means bailing on the wedding, that's ok.
achase123, wtf is up with him? What a shit head. Hugs.
((abcdefu)) I'm really sorry you're facing all of these health issues. I know you're drained and it's rough, so do what you need to do-if it means bailing on the wedding, that's ok.
achase123, wtf is up with him? What a shit head. Hugs.
I'm so at a loss. I just talked to my dad and he's so upset for me.
annnnnd I just found out one of my close friends was hit by a car and passed away. He moved across the country about 2 years ago and he was living his dream and his business was growing. I'm so heartbroken. He was such a nice guy and so career driven. I can't stop thinking about his poor family. He was only 29. Life is so unfair.
Had a super fun day planned and then my sister picked a fight with me this morning. She was such a bitch to me that it put such a damper on my whole Saturday bc my feelings were hurt.
abcdefu- oh! I am so sorry to hear about your friend. Big hugs.... And on top of everything else. FWIW, I'm still dealing with whiplash symptoms from my accident in March. It can take a while.
abcdefu- oh! I am so sorry to hear about your friend. Big hugs.... And on top of everything else. FWIW, I'm still dealing with whiplash symptoms from my accident in March. It can take a while.
I am not in Mexico.
Thank you for the condolences. It has been a really rough couple years. In the last year I have lost two close friends and a friend of mine lost her 17 month old daughter. </3
abcdefu- oh! I am so sorry to hear about your friend. Big hugs.... And on top of everything else. FWIW, I'm still dealing with whiplash symptoms from my accident in March. It can take a while.
I am not in Mexico.
Thank you for the condolences. It has been a really rough couple years. In the last year I have lost two close friends and a friend of mine lost her 17 month old daughter. </3
Oh- I really feel for you. I've been through something similar. It's really hard and if you say your friend died, people don't seem to give you much room to grieve like they would if it was a family member who died. People don't seem to remember that friends can be closer than family. I'm so sorry for your losses.
Don't you love it when someone messages you to ask why you didn't respond?
Or when they call you "a fat fucking bitch" for ignoring their message
in the nearly 18 months i've been on OKC ... never once did anyone ever question why i didn't respond to them much less send degrading messages to me for ignoring them ....
I guess you've been lucky then? Because I'm going to be the fourth poster to say my experiences are like letsgetweird
Exactly winecat! It's also very difficult to stay strong for the parents who have to endure the pain of burying their children. It's hard to grieve when you know that the family is feeling a million times worse than you. So sad.
Exactly winecat! It's also very difficult to stay strong for the parents who have to endure the pain of burying their children. It's hard to grieve when you know that the family is feeling a million times worse than you. So sad.
When a HS friend of mine passed away at the age of 25 or so, his mother commented that we are equipped to bury our parents, not our children. I have always remembered that (it's been close to 25 years now) and have used it to guide what I say to grieving parents.
I totally agree with you! I just can't imagine the pain, especially with a sudden tragedy.