Post by wanderingenough on Apr 13, 2016 5:56:04 GMT -5
Can. Not. Catch. A. Break.
After my freak out Friday about R's cough and visiting my grandpa later this week, he seems to be okay. He still has a lingering cough but I'd prob be comfortable taking him - as you all said I would. Then Sunday afternoon I end up with food poisoning which I have been waiting on pins and needles to see whether it was truly non-contagious food poisoning or norovirus and H and R will soon be sick. Please pray it was non contagious. This morning I wake up with a scratchy throat. Ahhhh! I'm going to pretend it's from throwing up so much earlier this week, keep a good attitude, soldier on and pray nothing worse comes on.
I slept like crap last night and I'm having trouble getting out of bed. I woke up with multiple panic attacks last night. Part of me wants to call in to work but the other part of me is saying suck it up! Ugh. I just want to curl up in bed all day
There is something beeping in a locked closet here at work and I don't have access to that door. I want to Hulk smash the door because it's annoying the hell out of me and I already have a headache that's it's not helping.
@emtmissy- super annoying! Hope your headache goes away soon!
Just waking up and drinking my decaf coffee. Weather is nice today so I am thinking I will get some coffee on the way to the park and then go.for a nice walk and let C play before going home for.lunch and nap.
Sorry you had a rough night estrellita Do you know what caused the panic attacks?
Yeah.. I had a dream that I was really far in the future and everyone I knew was gone. It was weird and depressing. I get panic attacks thinking about the future and death. I know it's probably weird and crazy but I can't seem to make it go away the meds I'm slowly weaning off of only helped a little. Not sure if I want to try something else or just keep attempting to deal with it. Anxiety sucks!
estrellita - If you're weird and crazy then I'm weird and crazy, too, because my middle of the night panic attacks are usually about the same kinds of thoughts. I'm sorry that you had a rough night.
estrellita - If you're weird and crazy then I'm weird and crazy, too, because my middle of the night panic attacks are usually about the same kinds of thoughts. I'm sorry that you had a rough night.
I hate that you deal with this too but I'm glad I'm not alone! I was looking at ways to help with the attacks and all the advice is about realizing how the thoughts never happen. But the thoughts I have are things that will happen and are out of my control. So how the hell do I stop thinking about it?!
wanderingenough So sorry!!! Hope it's just a leftover complication from the throwing up!!!
This morning was not my morning. I prided myself on getting creative when my sweet DD decided to throw me a curveball in her normal morning routine.....only to get stuck behind a major wreck on the interstate. I was 18 minutes late today after being 5-10 minutes early every single morning since being back to work the last 4.5 weeks. It stinks...I texted my boss as soon as I realized the traffic situation. But still....
estrellita : I'm sorry you had such a rough night. I'll reiterate katespade and say you're definitely not alone. I have nightmares which make me wake up hyperventilating and keep me up for a while afterwards. The more violent nightmares are the reason I'm no longer allowed to watch Criminal Minds. :^) I can't remember if we talked about mindfulness meditation? It's been the best thing for falling asleep and handling my nightmares without disturbing H. ETA: But yeah, anxiety sucks!
I almost stopped for a donut on our way home. Instead I decided to have an egg, chili, avocado, salsa breakfast burrito it was so huge it was more like a taco and less like a burrito. Finished second breakfast with some cucumber and hummus. Looks like I need to do another walk this afternoon!
When I dropped my niece off she was ok with me not staying so now I have 2 hrs to kill at the gym (well I've walked on the treadmill for 40 mins so far.). I'm glad I brought a book for after this walk
luv2rn4fun , it's not until 3pm (PST) as she wants it to be a true 48 hrs
Will you get results today? Searching for an update but not seeing one. Thinking of you friend!
The results were not posted today. I'm guessing it's because she didn't write stat on this order. but I will update when I get them in the morning. The REs office will call me as soon as they get them.
Will you get results today? Searching for an update but not seeing one. Thinking of you friend!
The results were not posted today. I'm guessing it's because she didn't write stat on this order. but I will update when I get them in the morning. The REs office will call me as soon as they get them.
So sorry awick14 I can only imagine how anxious you are to get the results. I look forward to seeing your update whenever you get it. Praying for good news! ((Hugs))
The results were not posted today. I'm guessing it's because she didn't write stat on this order. but I will update when I get them in the morning. The REs office will call me as soon as they get them.
So sorry awick14 I can only imagine how anxious you are to get the results. I look forward to seeing your update whenever you get it. Praying for good news! ((Hugs))
Thanx. I am actually feeling calm right now. I didn't think I would be but I am.
So sorry awick14 I can only imagine how anxious you are to get the results. I look forward to seeing your update whenever you get it. Praying for good news! ((Hugs))
Thanx. I am actually feeling calm right now. I didn't think I would be but I am.
Really glad to hear that and hope it continues throughout your pregnancy! Rooting for you big time and pray that this is your miracle baby- you and your DH more than deserve this and you have so many people who want this for both of you guys!
Sounds like it was a pretty rough day for some of the ladies around here.
Feel better wanderingenough! ((estrellita)) That sounds terrible. I hope tonight is better for you. awick14 Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Stick baby stick!!! krystee Ditto what I said to awick. All the sticky baby vibes your way and keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!
I'm exhausted and feel like we were busy all day. Good day, just tiring. I checked on here throughout the day just didn't have time to comment.
Post by estrellita on Apr 13, 2016 21:50:45 GMT -5
Thanks bk1. H has been sleeping on the couch because we've been sleeping a little better this way, haha. But after my panic attack last night I said I would prefer if he sleeps in bed again so if I panic again, he will be there. I just wish I could push all these thoughts away!
awick14 *hugs* I hope you get a good update tomorrow! Thinking of you!