Srsly guise .....

[hisno1girl]

I cannot function unless I'm stoned or medicated.

I take Paxil on a daily basis and he doubled my dosage. I was given an Rx for Xanax.

I need to take both pills and immediately smoke afterward because if not, I feel like clawing my skin off every second of everyday.

Since Monday, I lost another 1.5 lbs.  I am in the bathroom every ten minutes and it's sort of a trigger for me because bathroom issues is how everything started.

I have missed work all week except Monday. I wake at around 8, sleep from 2-6, and then go back to bed at 10 pm.

something as simple as carrying a basket of laundry exhausts me. I cat drive anymore because I feel drowsy, AND my DH can't be with me on my first day of chemo because he has a minor, but important surgical procedure the same day.

Im already fucking tired of this.

[looseseal]

I'm so sorry. I don't know what to offer but hugs.

[styme46]

I'm sorry. I wish I were closer so I could help. (((HUGS)))

[cabbagecabbage]

I'm really sorry. You are in my thoughts.

[pinkeggs]

You do whatever you have to do right now. I have to say, I rarely think about people or situations from the board in my everyday life, but I have literally thought of and said a prayer for you daily since your diagnosis. I wish you comfort.

[Linie]

I'm so so sorry. Could you ask a friend to take you and sit with you?

[lochnessie]

I'm sorry Take it easy and maybe make simple changes, laundry can stay in the baskets and maybe switch to paper plates so you don't have as many dishes? Prayers going up!

[pantsparty]

I'm so sorry his Huge hugs.

[hisno1girl]

styme46, looseseal, cabbagecabbage, You're the best.

I already have friends that started a dinner schedule. My BFF is coming this weekend to help clean, and I know this will probably put people off, but IDGAF.

My dad came over yesterday and I was laying in bed. He came in stroked my hair, a kissed me on the forehead and then told me to scootch over. I lay in his arms like I was little and I cried and then he cried and I'll never forget that as long as I live.

[hisno1girl]

Jul 29, 2016 11:16:37 GMT -5 lochnessie said:

I'm sorry Take it easy and maybe make simple changes, laundry can stay in the baskets and maybe switch to paper plates so you don't have as many dishes? Prayers going up!

Didn't you see the post about justifiable homocide?

I could on my deathbed and if there was laundry in the basket, I would stil get up and put it awa!!!   lol

[margarita]

Lots of hugs, His. I've been thinking about you. <3

[franklin]

I'm so sorry his. I'm glad your dad was able to come over for a bit (heart)

[Monica Geller]

Oh His! I'm so deeply sorry. I wish I could do something for you. I am praying for you if that's any comfort.

[Deleted]

You are surviving, that is all you need to do right now. Sending hugs.

[mrsd2006]

Big hugs for you

[toledo]

His, I'm so sorry you're going through this.  Big strong hugs and love.

Your dad! (heart)

[hisno1girl]

Jul 29, 2016 11:49:41 GMT -5 jamie.1022 said:

Jul 29, 2016 11:18:21 GMT -5 hisno1girl said:

styme46 , looseseal , cabbagecabbage , You're the best.

I already have friends that started a dinner schedule. My BFF is coming this weekend to help clean, and I know this will probably put people off, but IDGAF.

My dad came over yesterday and I was laying in bed. He came in stroked my hair, a kissed me on the forehead and then told me to scootch over. I lay in his arms like I was little and I cried and then he cried and I'll never forget that as long as I live.

This made me cry!  You are in my thoughts  (heart)

Screw laundry and screw dishes and screw work.  Is there anyone else who can come to your 1st chemo with you?

Our Pastor is going to be there with me. God Bless Father F.G.

[malibu]

I'm sorry his. I am all teared up about your dad coming to be with you.

All you have to do is survive right now. Let others help you.

[tillie]

Oh His, it must be so hard. Please don't think I'm creepy but I really have been thinking of you. I am so sure friends are happy to help. Please be sure to ask people if you need anything.

So many hugs b

[latte]

That is so hard. I'm sorry

[shauni27]

I really only post on this board once in a blue moon, but I wanted to tell you how sorry I am for what you are going through. This sucks so much. I have been thinking of you since you posted the news.

Your moment with your dad is just perfect.

I'm sorry your husband cannot go to chemo with you; my BFF had cancer about 8 years ago and I would go to all of her chemo appointments with her.

[Que?]

Oh, His. I'm so sorry. I just had a good cry for you reading about you and your Dad.
You have given so much support and positivity to us here for years, and I hope you're feeling it all come back to you. You're in my thoughts.

[JayhawkGirl]

I love your Dad.

Giant love coming from Kansas City to you.

[JayhawkGirl]

Jul 29, 2016 12:24:48 GMT -5 Que? said:

Oh, His. I'm so sorry. I just had a good cry for you reading about you and your Dad.
You have given so much support and positivity to us here for years, and I hope you're feeling it all come back to you. You're in my thoughts.

All of this

[juliachild]

I am so sorry. I am sitting here crying after reading about your dad. I have been keeping you in my thoughts every day.

[TrickyBob]

Big big hugs, his!

[hisno1girl]

You are all amazing and thoughtful people.

I know you all want to help out but so far we have everything covered between family, friends and parishioners from church we are all set.

Love,
Love,
Love.

[puddleofgrace]

I would do anything to make this go away for you.

[hulley]

I wish there was anything we could do, but I'm still praying for you.

[Deleted]

I'm really sorry for what you're going through. Lots of love and I'm glad you have lots of support.