Well today sucked. Rambling vent inside.

[amberlyrose]

My doctor is an asshole and just rode my back pain off.
Because doctor is an asshole, I'm probably going to fail my fitness test for the military because doing a full sit up fucking hurts.
If I fail, I can get kicked out. I have a year left. Fuck.
SIL called- FIL is getting airlifted for a brain infection. H is on military duty, so if something happens, he may not get there in time because it'll be a bitch just to get ahold of him even though he's stateside. We don't get along but I'm planning on jumping on a plane tomorrow if his condition worsens. He's DH's only living parent. :-(
I got home to my dogs' masterpiece of the whole bathroom being torn apart. I was an asshole to them on our walk and now I feel bad.
I have two big work projects and hw to do.
I'm going to bed. :beer:

[bonquiqui]

I am sorry. You have had a rough day. Thinking of your FIL and you with your back. ::hugs::

[gretchenindisguise]

Ugh, that does sound horrible

[Deleted]

I'm so sorry! Sending vibes for you and your FIL.

[daisyheadmaizie]

That is a super shitty day. I'm sorry.

[amberlyrose]

US. But you're probably right- things take forever to get done around here that I could possibly be out by then. Ha.

[amberlyrose]

Now that I'm not half asleep and on a regular computer:

I failed it twice before. Not in succession, but still. It looks bad. One when I was +20lbs and overweight. The other one was when they changed the standards and didn't count most of my pushups. Asses.
So I'm scared. Also, I get like the worst testing anxiety.. my intestines go haywire or something.

[iamali]

I'm so sorry. I used to be in the Navy and even when I was in the best shape evah I always got nervous about those tests. I know it's hard, but can you get a second opinion?

[amberlyrose]

I amy not even have to take it this weekend if I have to fly to Arizona to take care of FIL's arrangements. He can't go back to living in his small town on the border. He needs to be near a VA facility and good care. Unfortunately, the only place to fit all of that would be back here in CO.