I went on my first date!

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Well, since leaving STBXH. It wasn't too terribly awkward. We were sitting in his car talking for a bit at the end (we met at a mutual place then drove to dinner). He has a great personality but I'm not really attracted to him physically. He put his hand on my thigh for a hot minute and I'm not sure if he was trying to get a kiss or not but I wasn't ready.

Why the fuck does it feel like I'm cheating? Ugh. At least I popped my dating cherry again.

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Good for you! It does feel weird at first to go out with someone else!

[bullygirl979]

The firsts (date, kiss, sexual encounter) are always the hardest. Where did you meet him?

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I met him online through a friend. We met through a heated political debate on women's reproductive rights.