I can't believe it's just barely 4pm. I'm dragging hard, and I have reflux, to boot. I really need to invest in a container of Tums to keep at work.
I was going to take L to the aquarium this weekend, but she's been asking to go to the playground instead, so I think I'll just bundle her up and let her run wild for a few hours. Much less work for me, so I am in!
Yesterday my baby was replaced with some kind of demon who only slept in 1 hour increments. I was so tired and at one point when he was screaming for no apparent reason I wanted to scream back at him.
Today he is back to sleeping in 3 hour increments and I was able to get a decent amount of sleep again so I dont hate everyone and everything including him, thank God.
I'm finding it really hard to remember to/want to eat lately.
Yesterday my baby was replaced with some kind of demon who only slept in 1 hour increments. I was so tired and at one point when he was screaming for no apparent reason I wanted to scream back at him.
Today he is back to sleeping in 3 hour increments and I was able to get a decent amount of sleep again so I dont hate everyone and everything including him, thank God.
I'm finding it really hard to remember to/want to eat lately.
One time I called my mom bawling when my first was a baby because I wanted to scream at him. I said "I just want to put him in his crib and leave the house!" She laughed and said "well, with your sister I wanted to put her in a trash can and put a rock on top. I told your father that and he was mildly horrified." But it made me feel so much better to know I wasn't alone. And neither are you! Babies are rough man.
At the dentist today, the hygienist taking my X-rays said I have an extremely small mouth. And I said "I bet my boyfriend would disagree with you." Thinking like, I'm loud and talk a lot and then I realized it could sound sexual and I felt like an idiot.
So I'm going to bury this here but Tuesday night my H was changing c's diaper and he turned his back to get pajamas. She fell off and hit her head. H was hysterical but I managed to hold it together. We went to the ER and they watched her all night. I stayed home with her yesterday. For some reason it's all hitting me today. I'm anxious and sick to my stomach and I keep replaying it over and over.
Yesterday my baby was replaced with some kind of demon who only slept in 1 hour increments. I was so tired and at one point when he was screaming for no apparent reason I wanted to scream back at him.
Today he is back to sleeping in 3 hour increments and I was able to get a decent amount of sleep again so I dont hate everyone and everything including him, thank God.
I'm finding it really hard to remember to/want to eat lately.
One time I called my mom bawling when my first was a baby because I wanted to scream at him. I said "I just want to put him in his crib and leave the house!" She laughed and said "well, with your sister I wanted to put her in a trash can and put a rock on top. I told your father that and he was mildly horrified." But it made me feel so much better to know I wasn't alone. And neither are you! Babies are rough man.
I told H shortly after bringing DS home that I wanted to give him back and go back to it just being us and the dog. H didn't quite know what to do with that, but I was dead serious. lol
God, it really does get so much better.
And squeee, look at those cute babies!
eta: So many hugs bcv513. She's fine. It was an accident. Babies are very resilient.