Well, my beautiful darlings, it's that time. Update 8/21.

[hisno1girl]

I met with my oncologist and it seems we're nearing the end.

Right now, the main concerns are infection and ironically, malnutrition, after being obese most of my adult life.

A large amount of the swelling has gone down and the goal is to get the swelling down and go back to chemo with the anticipation that it may give me about 2 more months (max) on God's green earth.

I'm doing this now because I still can and I do this from my heart.

I truly love, appreciate, and cherish the time we've had together. I never would have survived a lot of life's trials without your support. It seems we've seen and done and heard it all. It's been a wild ride and I'm happy to have done it all with you.

If you want to do something in my memory (OMG, how conceited does that sound?!?) donate to the ASPCA, or a charity of your choosing but FFS, no benches or trees!

I may check back in, but I may not. Who knows? None of us are guaranteed a new day.

I *can* guarantee that this amazing community will forever be in my heart whether it's beating or not. I hate that I'll miss out on your lives. I hate that I won't see all of the beautiful ML babies grow up, but I promise, I'll always be watching them and I'll be watching you too.

From this Old who has often felt like a maternal figure to so many of you:

“I’ll love you forever,
I’ll like you for always,
as long as I’m living
my babies you’ll be.”

Love,
Veronica

[jezebel]

😪. You are so special, Veronica. I wish you nothing but peace and I hope you're surrounded by so much love.

[shauni27]

I know I'm not a regular on this board and it's not likely my words will do anything, but I'm thinking of you and sending lots of love to your family and wishing you so much peace.

[cereal K]

Oh V. So much love to you and your family. Your grace, strength, and spirit have made a lasting impression on me, and I will be forever grateful to have known you. You are a blessing to all you meet.

[Jalapeñomel]

We love you V. You and your family will be in our hearts.

Your memory will live on with all of us.

❤️❤️❤️

[julianabixby]

So many hugs, prayers and love are being sent to you.

[hopecounts]

Sending you peace and love.

[jeaniebueller]

Peace and love to you. Thinking of you. You are such an amazing person and inspiration.

[venice2007]

My heart completely sank when I read the title. I honestly don't know what to type. You are an incredible soul andwe are all truly blessed to have gotten to know you. You are loved
Love to you
Prayers to you and your family

[JLV]

I haven't been around often, but the time I have been around you have always been a joy and a light. I am thinking and praying for you and your family. May your time be peaceful and enjoyed with those you love. I hope you will find peace and no more pain.

[pegasuskat]

Prayers for a safe and happy journey to heaven. I hope you know how loved you've been to so many.

[HiC]

:*(    
I love you, V. You have an amazing spirit and are a generous soul.
Go prove those doctors wrong!
xo

[cbwm1]

Oh, V :*(

You will always be in my heart. You have touched so many people here and I know that I will never, ever forget you.

Hugs and love to you and your family.

[ghost]

You may never know the impact you have had on my life. However, I certainly do. All my prayers for strength, love, and peace.

[Jalapeñomel]

I think you've been on since the start, and you've been nothing but honest and loving for those 13 years, even when ML has not been.

[incognitony]

You are such a strong and beautiful person who is truly an inspiration, I will continue to pray for you.

[gogadgetgo]

So much love and light to you. You are a beautiful soul and I'm honored to have "known" you from this board

[kittyb]

Sending you and your family so much peace and love. ❤️

[pantsparty]

So much love and hugs to you, his. I can't tell you how much we appreciate your presence and the fact that you've continued to think of us through your illness, when you have so much else going on. Focus on your family and loved ones, you are in our thoughts.

[suzubell]

Much love to you, sweet sweet friend. I will never forget you and the impact you've had on my faith. I will continue to pray for your husband, children, and grandchildren. Love you.

[underwaterrhymes]

So much love to you and your family. ❤️

ETA - I don't even know what to say. I know there aren't "right" words,but I feel like I need to have them. You will be missed. But I will tell you what I told K when he asked about death the other day.

You will live on in the hearts of everyone who loves you and they can talk to you whenever they want to. ❤️

[UMaineTeach]

❤️😞❤️

[zaneyzoo]

I've read this three times and still can't believe the words.

You are so loved. You have fought this battle gracefully and in the most grace filled way. You are one special woman to so many of us.

I wish you peace and love.
Thank you for supporting us. For your prayers. For your challenging questions and for helping me in my faith.

[bittybomb]

So much love and continued prayers for your comfort and peace, and for your family's peace as well.

[bex1973]

I legit have tears. So much love to you V you have been and continue to be such a light here and your love for others and your faith are an example to me.

[katb]

Thank you for allowing all of us in to your journey. You showed strength, compassion, grace and dignity. You have taught us all how to be. I pray for peace and comfort for you and your family. I hope they find peace.

[Deleted]

Hugs and peace. ❤️❤️❤️

[sewf]

Oh, V, you will be so missed by so many. Thank you for your wisdom and humor throughout the years. So much love to you and your family.

[aussiecrush]

Wishing you peace and light, V. My thoughts are with you and your family.

[Deleted]

You inspire me to be a better person and will continue to do so.

Much love to you and your family, V.