This is how my mind works off meds :/

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-DH came home from work. I made us a late breakfast. He didn't eat all of his potatoes. Even though it was a large portion, I immediately thought "OMG...he hates my cooking! Or he's angry with me for something and can't eat because of it!"...ugh.

-I had a thought about about I prefer when DH doesn't come home for lunch and thought "OMG...don't I love my husband? Am I horrible wife? I am a horrible wife...I should be thrilled for him to come home! Are we destined for divorce because I don't want him coming home for lunch?"

I'm scared to open up my mouth to anything in case I say something horrendous that I don't really mean.

[OrangePixyStix]

I know what it's like to overthink things and second guess yourself. Don't let yourself go crazy over all those silly thoughts, just be yourself and remember that your H loves you completely and whole-heartedly. I wish divorce was just erased from your mind, that is not the finish line for you and it should never be the first thing you go to in your mind just because you value a little "me time".

[charitylynne79]

With my disorder, I over analyyze things, I need constant confirmation, I have the need to rehash things over and over. I know how you feel. You are ok. Don't let it get to you. You're just having some little blues time and all. You will be better

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When I am off my meds I am convinced everyone at work is talking about me. I also cry a lot. And ask dh if he's mad at me almost hourly.

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May 22, 2012 15:27:09 GMT -5 @reannalynne said:

And ask dh if he's mad at me almost hourly.

OMG, yes! I do that! And then he tells me that he's never mad at me and I think he's just saying that to throw me off.

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I love you, that's all that should matter. On or off meds, I love you.

[conradtn]

Otter, I just want to give you a hug

(((((hugs)))))))

Honey, you've come a long way.

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Skipping and Conrad, you just made me tear up. I didn't realize it at the time, but thanks to my lack of meds, I was so afraid you were angry with me in Vegas, Skipping. And Conrad, I have come a long way, and I think that's why I know that this will be ok and why I'm not freaking out on DH for every little thing. Thank you

:::hugs and bewb squishes all around:::

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Psh, Mr. Skipping and I loved you two and enjoyed hanging out with y'all! Don't be silly babygirl.

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May 22, 2012 16:18:43 GMT -5 skippingstones said:

Psh, Mr. Skipping and I loved you two and enjoyed hanging out with y'all! Don't be silly babygirl.

He was pretty funny when we were waiting in line for the roller coaster! I was glad to have someone riding it with me

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May 22, 2012 16:45:04 GMT -5 @otterama said:

May 22, 2012 16:18:43 GMT -5 skippingstones said:

Psh, Mr. Skipping and I loved you two and enjoyed hanging out with y'all! Don't be silly babygirl.

He was pretty funny when we were waiting in line for the roller coaster! I was glad to have someone riding it with me

He is a pretty funny guy . I love his humor. One reason why I married the poor man.

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May 22, 2012 16:54:16 GMT -5 skippingstones said:

May 22, 2012 16:45:04 GMT -5 @otterama said:

He was pretty funny when we were waiting in line for the roller coaster! I was glad to have someone riding it with me

He is a pretty funny guy . I love his humor. One reason why I married the poor man.

He is funny! He also doesn't suck in the looks department either. But you're funny and gorgeous, too, so there's that

Also, I tried to tell Jay to "pahk the cah" but I couldn't do it like you!

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Baha. I keep telling L that I need to be a voice over actor. I think I would be fairly good.