I thought I'd be more excited about this moment.

[bronxgirl]

I just did my last IF shot EVER. (ovidrel) Upuntil last night I thought that would be a happy moment for me, but now it hit me that if this doesn't work I have no more chances. Just when i think I'm at peace with the situation, it hits me all over. Another thing I feel awkward about is that if the IUIs don't work out than I have no need to go back to my RE. It seems rather prematuyre to say goodbye tomorrow, but also feels wierd to leave without closure. I realize I'm getting a little ahead of myself here.

[UnderProtest]

I'm sorry you are going through this. I can understand the weird finality to it all. That has to be rough. Take care of yourself. Can I ask why this is the last one? Is IVF not an option?

[bronxgirl]

Dec 2, 2012 21:33:46 GMT -5 UnderProtest said:

I'm sorry you are going through this. I can understand the weird finality to it all. That has to be rough. Take care of yourself. Can I ask why this is the last one? Is IVF not an option?

IVF would be the next step, but I feel like I just can't justify the cost. If I didn't have any kids I would do it, but if I spend the money and it doesn't work then I'll always feel guilty about it. When I was TTC my daughter there was a state grant available to help with IVF costs (which I didn't need b/c i got PG through IUI), but the funds are no longer available this time around.

[yellowbrkrd]

I'm so sorry you're going through this. IF sucks. (((hugs)))

[w2w]

I am sorry you are going through that. Lots of good thoughts for you.

[UnderProtest]

I hate that IVF is so expensive without a good chance of it working. It is so much money for a 50/50 shot (at best).

I really hope this iui works for you. IF is so tough. I can't imagine going through it and having a child to take care of. Hugs.

[spankswife]

Just want to say good luck!!

[DarcyLongfellow]

I'm so, so sorry you're going through this.

Best of luck!!!

[krystee]

Sending tons of "this will work and you will be pregnant!" vibes your way! Hugs.

[Deleted]

Hugs. I really hope this is your cycle.

[chia]

I'm crossing my fingers and toes for you... I really hope this works.
({) (})

[KaraOrNot]

IF is so fucking unfair. I really hope this works for you!

[Deleted]

Big hugs to you!!!

[MamaMaui24]

Fingers crossed!

[ladygrey]

Good luck!

[h]

I am so sorry you are in such a tough situation. Fingers crossed that one more chance will turn out to be all you need!

[kangaroo11]

Good luck!

[cherry1111]

I'm so sorry. FX this one is the charm.

[bunch]

Good luck!

[justjen]

Good luck to you!! And hugs

[mrshandy]

Really, really hoping this works out for you!!

I'm so sorry that you have to make that decision. It's not fair. :@

[Deleted]

I'm sorry you're dealing with this. Everything crossed that this is the one!

[luvmagoldn]

Good luck to you. IF is a hard road. Just continue to take it one day at a time.

Hugs

[Deleted]

Hugs. Hope this is the time!

[Deleted]

Good luck! I'm sorry you are going through this - a hard time for you and your husband. I hope that you get pregnant

[changedname]

FX that this is it for you! Are you doing clomid or injects?

[celiacmom]

Good luck! I hope this is the time!!

[whitepicketfence]

Hugs. I'm so sorry that you are going through this.

Good luck! I'm really hoping that this will be the cycle.

[dcrunnergirl]

Sending you lots of good thoughts and prayers. We were nearing this point too before we got our miracle BFP, and it was so depressing to know IVF was off the table. It's just so unfair.