ttc sex is so awkward

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This is probably tmi but I don't know who to talk about it with in real life...lol.

How do you get over it? or is it just me?

We are trying for every other day at least so this morning my H sets the alarm for a little bit earlier. We don't usually have morning sex because I am not a morning person but tonight is gym night. It's great..like multiple O great. Then afterwards, I look at the alarm clock and realized it lasted like 8 minutes. I started giggling and then....spontaneously sobbing. Like gut wrenching sobs. My h starts freaking out. I tried laughing some more and ended up crying even harder.

I can't even describe my emotions because I really wasn't thinking of anything at that time. I'm not otherwise sad, depressed, or stressed about a single other thing in my life. He asked if it happened because I didn't want to have a baby and I was scared. I definitely want a baby. I am a little scared it won't happen easily but it's only been like a month ttc.

what is wrong with me? Someone please tell me that it's due to the hormones released during sex because I think I might have read that in a magazine somewhere and that's the excuse I gave my poor H!

[pugz]

omg our first time having TTC sex was hilariously awkward, way worse than our first time! It got better though.

and I've cried after sex before, especially after a good orgasm.

[mswax]

Not a crier here, but I can say that this time TTC sex was some of the worst sex we've ever had. So glad we can go back to the good stuff now!

[lmb5109]

I've cried after really good sex and TTC sex is stressful and awkward sometimes. We did EOD and always at night because I needed wine to get in the mood that often!

[dochas]

It was bad if we had to do it in the morning because I hate getting up early. But otherwise it was some of the best sex EVER. You spend your whole life worrying about getting pregnant. It was great to just go at it with abandon.

[mrssandro]

This entire post doesn't commute for me. We just did it like bunnies around O time.

[CloudBee]

Ours was weird briefly, and then amazing. I wish I still had that motivation.