Thanks guys. The tears are just flowing. It's going to be hard for me to make it here at work without worrying myself silly.
I am trying to think that maybe this is just my body deals with it. I bleed from Wk 8-14 and it wasn't just spotting it was bleeding in a liner every single day. I just hope this really means I am pregnant and that all these symptoms are real and not in my head. Luckily I have an appointment this afternoon at 3. I am praying I get to hear a heartbeat.
Just called them. It does appear that they have the ability to do a u/s in the office. Probably the old school kind. Now if I can just get through the next 5 hours. LONGEST day ever.