Why You're Never Failing as a Mother

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Great article

www.huffingtonpost.com/amy-morrison/motherhood_b_2271349.html?utm_hp_ref=parents&ir=Parents

Why You're Never Failing as a Mother

I've gotten a lot of emails from women saying they feel overwhelmed by motherhood. Not in a dangerous way, just in a "I totally suck and I don't know how I'm supposed to manage all this" kind of way.

To this I say, you're not supposed to.

If you think about it, if you had a baby thousands, if not hundreds of years ago, you would have had your mother, all your sisters (all of whom were probably lactating) and your nieces all taking care of your baby. They would help with food preparation, show you how to manage and make sure your baby wasn't eaten by a bear. Your kid's feet probably wouldn't have touched the ground until they themselves would be able to carry around an infant.

Back then, the point of a child was to have free labor in the fields and someone to take care of your old ass down the road, and not much more.

As for the past generations that like to tell you that they raised six kids on their own and did it without a washing machine? Well, sort of. Keep in mind child rearing was viewed pretty differently not that long ago and you could stick a toddler on the front lawn with just the dog watching and nobody would bat an eye at it -- I used to walk to the store in my bare feet to buy my father's cigarettes when I was a kid. As a mother, you cooked, you cleaned, but nobody expected you to do anything much more than keep your kids fed and tidy.

My grandmother used to tell the story about how she forgot my mother at the grocery store in the early '40s. She walked up to the store with my mother sleeping in her carriage, parked it outside with all the other sleeping babies (I'll let that sink in), went inside to do her shopping, then walked home, forgetting that she'd taken the baby with her. She quickly realized her mistake and walked back and retrieved my mother, who was still sleeping outside the store.

There were no flashcards, there was no sign language (unless you were deaf), there were no organic, free-range bento boxes -- your job was to just see a kid through to adulthood and hope they didn't become an idiot.

Hey, I'm not judging, and I'm not saying one way is better than the other, but I'm just saying that we are part of a generation that considers parenting to be a skill. Like a true skill that needs to be mastered and perfected and if we don't get it right, we think our kids suffer for it -- and that's hard sh*t to keep up with. That's not to say other generations didn't have it tough or think parenting was important, but there just wasn't the same level of scrutiny that could be liked, tweeted or instagramed all at once.

You are in the trenches when you have a baby. To the untrained eye it seems pretty straightforward and easy -- you feed them, you bathe them, you pick them up when they cry -- but it's more than that. It's perpetual motion with a generous layer of guilt and self-doubt spread on top, and that takes its toll.

Feeling like you also need to keep on top of scrapbooking, weight loss, up-cycled onesies, handprints, crock pot meals, car seat recalls, sleeping patterns, poo consistency, pro-biotic supplements, swimming lessons, electromagnetic fields in your home and television exposure is like trying to knit on a rollercoaster -- it's f*cking hard.

We live in a time when we can Google everything, share ideas and expose our children to amazing opportunities, but anyone that implies that they have it figured out is either drunk or lying (or both), so don't be too hard on yourself.

Your job is to provide your child with food, shelter, encouragement and love, and that doesn't have to be solely provided by you either -- feel free to outsource, because they didn't just pull that "it takes a village" proverb out of the air.

Mommy and Me classes, homemade lactation cookies and learning Cantonese is all gravy, and if you can throw them in the mix once in a while, good on ya, Lady. I have about 9,000 things I've pinned on Pinterest and I think I've done four of them, which is fine by me, because those are above and beyond goodies, and not part of my just-scraping-by norm.

It's an amazing and exciting time to have a baby right now, but always keep in mind, no one has ever done it like this before -- you are pioneers that have to machete through the new terrain. Chin up. Hang in there. And remember, you're doing a great job.

[SusanBAnthony]

I read this a few weeks ago, and thought it was pretty good.

[crazygame]

I read this last night and really enjoyed it. Thanks for sharing here.

I always feel like parenting should be easier for us than it was in the past. I mean, my parents couldn't just hand me an Iphone with Elmo on it to keep me quiet in a restaurant. This article made me realize each generation had/has its own challenges.

[Deleted]

This paragraph sums up a LOT of how I feel about parenting

"Feeling like you also need to keep on top of scrapbooking, weight loss, up-cycled onesies, handprints, crock pot meals, car seat recalls, sleeping patterns, poo consistency, pro-biotic supplements, swimming lessons, electromagnetic fields in your home and television exposure is like trying to knit on a rollercoaster -- it's f*cking hard."

[froggy76]

I soooo needed to hear this!!

[Deleted]

I like that.

I do find myself comparing things to my childhood, and my parent's childhood, and then chilling the heck out.

[Willis Jackson]

Dec 13, 2012 9:06:04 GMT -5 @tokenhoser said:

I like that.

I do find myself comparing things to my childhood, and my parent's childhood, and then chilling the heck out.

Me too.

I remember my mom sitting on the couch and reading. Like, while all four of her kids were awake and swirling around her. She was a fantastic mom and did all sorts of labor intensive stuff (half a cake on your half birthday, elaborate homemade Halloween costumes, wholesome food made from scratch, etc) but she also took time for herself. Except for coloring (she loves coloring, lol) she rarely played with us. She did her thing and we did our thing right alongside her.

[BAMFMrsB]

Good read. I don't think I'm screwing up BabyBAMF at all and he really, REALLY loves me, so I figure if he is happy, mommy is happy. And everyone outside our little bubble that judges how I raise him can eff off.

[DarcyLongfellow]

This is so true.

Just as one example, my grandmother had four kids all pretty close together. I was wondering how you drove with kids back before carseats (how did you hold an infant in your arms and drive at the same time?), so I asked her. She looked at me like I was crazy, and she said, "I didn't leave the house with them." I thought she was kidding, but she wasn't. She literally didn't go places with the kids -- they stayed home (all day, every day) and she ran errands when she could leave them with someone. Now people would worry they weren't stimulating their kids minds if they didn't take them on playdates, to museums, etc.

Also, I totally remember my mom reading all the time when I was a kid. I do the same thing now :-) Whenever I feel guilty about it, I remember that my mom did that and I turned out okay! Only, I read on my iPad (and half the time I'm on here instead of actually reading a book). I've trained DD to refer to my iPad as "mommy's book" (and I occasionally read her Winnie the Pooh on it so she understands it actually is a book).

[cjeanette]

Dec 13, 2012 9:21:36 GMT -5 Willis Jackson said:

Dec 13, 2012 9:06:04 GMT -5 @tokenhoser said:

I like that.

I do find myself comparing things to my childhood, and my parent's childhood, and then chilling the heck out.

Me too.

I remember my mom sitting on the couch and reading. Like, while all four of her kids were awake and swirling around her. She was a fantastic mom and did all sorts of labor intensive stuff (half a cake on your half birthday, elaborate homemade Halloween costumes, wholesome food made from scratch, etc) but she also took time for herself. Except for coloring (she loves coloring, lol) she rarely played with us. She did her thing and we did our thing right alongside her.

This is me. Right down to the coloring! I don't like to play so I don't do often and the kids don't really ask often. When they do I make an effort.

[Willis Jackson]

Dec 13, 2012 14:08:30 GMT -5 gravytrain225 said:

Dec 13, 2012 9:21:36 GMT -5 Willis Jackson said:

Me too.

I remember my mom sitting on the couch and reading. Like, while all four of her kids were awake and swirling around her. She was a fantastic mom and did all sorts of labor intensive stuff (half a cake on your half birthday, elaborate homemade Halloween costumes, wholesome food made from scratch, etc) but she also took time for herself. Except for coloring (she loves coloring, lol) she rarely played with us. She did her thing and we did our thing right alongside her.

The half birthday cake sounds so fun! What did she do with the other half?

She would make a single 8" round cake layer, cut it in half to make 2 semicircles, and stack them on top of each other, with icing in between.

[MamaMaui24]

The half cake is an awesome idea! Totally doing that... if I get around to it.