S has been having trouble at the new job. Her supervisor is a bitch and has been out to get her for a while. Anyway. She got called into a meeting where they told her she was getting let go. So yeah now on top of everything else she has lost her job. We are not in a financial place where this is anywhere close to being ok. I want to crawl under a rock and die. Seriously what the hell did I do to the universe. So my wife cheats on me for most of 2012 and now we are facing financial ruin in 2013. Merry Christmas and happy New Year to me.
My vacation so far. Friday pick up E and by 5 she has a fever along with a hacking cough. She is up for the next three nights culminating with a 104.5 fever. This earns us a trip to the ER (great can't wait for that $100 bill that we have coming) on Monday and a diagnosis of pneumonia, Tuesday Christmas I wake up sick from being up for three days with typhoid mary, sick for wednesday and thursday, thursday S finds out about a meeting she will be having with supervisor, Thursday night no sleep freaking out, Friday meeting happens in am and I stress all day and freak out. Tomorrow we get to go "celebrate" Christmas with my family and hear all about my sisters trip to St Martin. I am so looking forward to that....not. We were going to go out for new years but that is off since we can't afford it. Happy Happy Joy Joy.
2012 can't end soon enough and I am hoping to fall asleep and wake up perhaps in 2014 with my wife with a job.
I'm so sorry. I realize no words help right now, but maybe you are getting all of the crap out of the way in 2012 and the job S finds in 2013 is going to be much better than this one. ((hugs))
I have no helpful words. Just wanted to echo that you'll get through this and I have hope that 2013 will actually be much better than you anticipate! (((hugs)))
Post by bluedaisyus on Dec 31, 2012 11:33:41 GMT -5
Oh man, ssg. I'm sorry you've had such a rough year. I hope you're just getting all the shit out of the way now and that the new year will bring lots of positive things your way.
I'm so sorry. Good riddance to 2012 and I hope 2013 can make a quick turnaround for you. Hopefully she's able to get a new better job quickly and little E gets and stays healthy and you're able to keep all your relationship progress going. Maybe NYE. 2013 you'll look back on what an awesome year it was!