Lola?

[KaraOrNot]

Anyone know where lola is? I haven't seen her around lately.

[Cheesecake]

I was wondering the same. Or did she change her user name with the move to the new system?

Sent from my phone, please disregard typos!

[bronxgirl]

I was just thinking about her today. I haven't seen her on GBCN in a long time.

[lola]

Hi guys!

I'm checking in today after a brief hiatus. I'm sorry to disappear!

During my last cycle I started to feel like I am just obsessing about TTC wayyyy too much. It's tough, I guess. I feel lonely because I feel like nobody in "real life" understands the frustration of TTC for so (fucking!) long, but when I'm here I feel like it is so easy for me to focus on it for hours and hours each day which I'm not sure is healthy either. I noticed in my last cycle that I was could not.stop.thinking about (not) getting pregnant.

So, I stepped back for a few weeks, which has felt really good. I'm planning to peak in still, though, and see how things are going! Have I missed anything with you all? How are you all doing? Anything new?

(Oh, and I'm sure it goes without saying, but I'm still TTC. lol.)

[KaraOrNot]

Hugs lola