Can I whine for a second, please?

[G22]

I just need to vent or I might have a minor meltdown...

I'm having a rough few days. I'm so angry with everything TTC related right now. I'm not a naturally angry person and I dont like feeling like this. I feel like I'm not getting help in a timely manner, but I'm stuck in limbo until my military doctor and soon to be off base doctor get things in order. Its currently out of my hands other than calling and bugging them, which typically only ends in me bawling in frustration when I hang up the phone. 

Add a bunch of FB pregnancy announcements to the mix, and its just fuel to the fire. This sucks, guys. Ok big girl panties going back on. 

[sonrisa]

I'm sorry to hear that. I can relate both to feeling angry even though you aren't usually an angry person, and to being surrounded by pregnancy announcements. Big hugs.

[Deleted]

Perfectly normal feeling. I'm sorry that you feel like you're in limbo and aren't getting the answers you need. That is beyond frustrating.

This is by far the most emotional experience I've experienced. I'm sad, I'm angry, I'm all over the place. We've had a shit ton of information thrown at us in a very short period of time and I have a slew of other things going on in the non-ttc part of my life that I'm just on complete overload.

[mae141]

I'm sorry. Just remember you're not alone.

[changedname]

Hugs, I'm sorry Gumby.

[ilovecandy]

((Hugs)). I know it sucks just hang in

[discogranny]

I have been there. Hugs to you.

[G22]

Thanks ladies. As much as I hate that anyone else is going through this, its nice to have people who understand.

[thatgirl2478]

I know how you're feeling and it sucks. (((hugs)))

[jewel]

Seriously, do NOT feel badly about these feelings! They are totally normal, and any rational person going through the same thing would agree. We've all been there, more than we'd like to admit.

[BNL2]

Hugs Gumby. I cycle through anger, sadness, and a general feeling of f@ck the world. You're not alone. I actually took down my fb page because I couldn't stand all the new babies and pregnancy announcments. I keep saying I'm going to make a new page friending only close friends and family but I haven't gotten around to it. It's been nice.

[genet313]

Feb 20, 2013 6:03:48 GMT -5 @bonsoirlune said:

This is by far the most emotional experience I've experienced. I'm sad, I'm angry, I'm all over the place. 

Me too.  I literally cannot get a grip on my emotions.  It's so awful.

I'm sorry to hear you're also frustrated gumby.  Limbo is almost worse than anything else, b/c there's just no answer and no way to move forward. You're not alone - fingers crossed that things improve for you, and all of us, really soon. 

[KaraOrNot]

Hugs. It is so frustrating when you are at the mercy of someone else.

And I agree w/ everyone on the emotional roller coaster. OMG. A few weeks ago, I was angry at everything. Last week, I cried at everything. This week, I just feel numb.

[HoneySpider]

((hugs))

[bleubook]

Sorry lady. You are normal. And it sucks. A lot. I know.

[trufflefries]

Hugs! Yes, you're not alone-whine all you need. This journey is such a clusterfuck of emotions.