Post by ElizabethBennet on Mar 30, 2013 19:39:45 GMT -5
I went clothes shopping today and it was one of those days that I felt too fat for clothes. Nothing fit quite right and I even left jcrew because I felt like I was too " fat" to shop there. I know I was being irrational but it was jut one of those things.
I finally found something I liked at old navy. I was at the cashier an realized that I had out my shirt on backwards. I didn't want to ask to go back to the dressing room so I just decided to get out of there as quickly as possible. As I was walking out of the mall I may or may not have been oinked at. Some guy looked at me and snorted like a pig.
i hate days like that. one morning a couple years ago, i hated all of my clothes so much that i just sat on the floor and cried. while i was crying i was like "holy shit, am i actually CRYING?!?!?" like when you fall down and the whole way before you hit the ground you're like "i can recover. i'm not falling. this isn't happening."