My water broke about 8p last night. They've stopped contractions 2x with a shot. I will probably be transferred to a large hospital few hours away w/ nicu. I still have a lot of fluid. Baby is doing well and is measuring a week ahead.
Oh man, if anyone ever deserved a break it is you. Thinking of you and baby. Please let me know if you need anything or if there is anything I can do!!
You did not fail. This is not your fault. This is a shitty thing that has happened to a very good person who's already had enough shitty things in her life, and it's not because of anything you did - it's because sometimes a lot of shitty things happen. Don't blame yourself for one hot second. ((((hugs))))
Hang tight, lady. Everything is crossed for you and your munchkin. It sounds like they're taking good care of you but I can only imagine how terrified you must be right now.
T&P heading your way. the same thing happened to my friend and they were able to keep her stable for a month. I hope that things will work for you too.
Oh and have someone get you one of those egg crate deal to put on the bed, your butt and hips will thank you.