***MELO***

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Awww, thanks Puddle. It is good. Much better. Hazel is now pretty much sleeping through the night. She might stir and need her pacifier once or twice, but isn't needing a bottle during those times, so it's much easier.

But, yesterday I totally wanted to check out from parenting. I don't know why. We had a lot going on, Friday going to the inlaws, then Saturday at my parents house. It was totally frustraing b/c both sets of parents say they are so excited to see the girls, and they are, for about the first 30 minutes. Then it's like they have their fill of them and then it's back to dh and I having to play/entertain them both... until Hazel was sleeping then the grandmas would be like "oh, she's sleeping again?" Well, yes, she's a BABY.

But so I think I was just exhausted from constant caretaking/entertaining all weekend and I just didn't want to do it anymore. They both went to bed around 6:30pm last night and looking back, I felt like I should have been more upset with myself (you know, cherish every moment etc.) but I was so happy to just sit and watch t.v. early.

sorry, didn't mean to unload. I just get sick of the pagentary the grandparents display about wanting to be with girls then when they get the chance, they find a million other things to do instead.