Wednesday Whatevers

[ilovecandy]

1.  I swear i am a medical mystery.  My ultrasound came abck clear and so did everything else.  So They don't know what is causing the pain in my abdomen.  Great

2.  My mom's bday was the other day.  I sent a card and called her.  Whenever i ask her what she wants for a present she always says to not worry about buying her anything cause she has everything she wants.  SO I didn't buy her a bday present.  Apparently no one in my family did.  Because I got a text from my dad saying we need to do better for mother's day and taht mom was mad at us.  I guarentee that my oldest brother didn't call or send a card and she is upset about that.  Also My dad didn't do anything i know cause i asked her.  So because she yelled at my dad cause he didn't do shit he is now yelling at me.  F*in Asshole

3.  Luckily my middle brothers wife is awesome and is gonna buy my mom a gift card to her edicure place for mother's day for me and I am gonna send her a check.  

4.  I am pissed at my dad because he always does this.  He doesn't do anything but take my mom out to dinner then she gets irritated that he couldn't come up with anything else (hello flowers? cake? chocolate?) yells at him and then he yells at us kids when it is really him she is mad at.

5.  I am now waiting for my mom to call me back to talk to her.  Cause usually if she is mad at me she just tells me.  Also I know she wants to know about my ultrasound

6.  H is annoying the shit out of me.  

7.  I went for a 2.5 mile run this morning with a friend!

[Poeticxpassion]

IUI 1 was a fail, so onto IUI 2. I thought it would be a simple process to move from one cycle to another, but no it is never easy! I am still waiting for my cycle to start. I finished taking provera last night, so I hope it shows up soon. I am anxious to get started on the femara.

I also wanted to take the time to thank everyone for being very nice and welcoming. This is a very scary process to go through and I'm glad to have other ladies to talk with about it.

[HoneySpider]

I feel like a broken record but I'm graduating on Friday!! Soooo excited. Just saw my dissertation chair/fave teacher/mentor and she is so excited too, which is an awesome feeling.

[G22]

Poeticxpassion, we are in sync. I'm 99% sure iui #1 was a bust for me, but my freaking period won't show. Blah!

HoneySpider, that is a big deal! You deserve to be excited!


One of my favorite radio stations won't shut up about Mother's Day. I changed the station and won't tune back in til after Sunday is past.

Apparently I can't stop talking about how I just want my period to start so I can start my next iui cycle. Sorry guys! My H is still holding out hope it worked, but I'm not letting myself hop on that train.

[ilovecandy]

Honey- Congrats that is a huge deal!

My family has taken it upon itself to yell at each other today about birthday etiquette it is really funny. Apparently even if the kid is a kid i am suppose to call on their birthday to wish them a happy birthday even though they won't know or care. (Well this only applies to my oldest brother's kid the other one i asked and they said they don't give a shit)

[azurely]

May 8, 2013 13:23:07 GMT -5 G22 said:

One of my favorite radio stations won't shut up about Mother's Day. I changed the station and won't tune back in til after Sunday is past.

Ditto. I am sticking to my iPod for the next few days in the car. I can't handle any more "Being a mother is the greatest sacrifice a person can make" or "The best job in the world is to be a mother" BS. All it does is remind me of what I don't have and implies (at least to me) that women who aren't mothers are selfish.

[G22]

azurely, it wouldn't be that bad if it was just reminding me, hey it's mothers day thank your mom. But it's like rubbing in the face of people like us who are not mothers, and not by our own choice. I think im just more sensitive this time around because of where I am in our journey. I hate feeling overly sensitive. I'm not normally like that. (outside of infertility)

I've been listening to Pandora a lot this week

[discogranny]

Thank goodness for Sirius/XM. I haven't heard a single mother's day reference.

I feel blah today. I just couldn't deal with washing and drying my hair, so I used dry shampoo.

My ILs are annoying me. Since they drug their feet about letting us know dates for booking their flights for a trip, we now have to pay $600 more than originally planned. Yay!

[changedname]

I finally have my baseline tomorrow and start lupron on Weds.

However, I am also going on a biz trip to Mexico tomorrow (no ttc check in on Monday unless someone takes over) so I have to take my meds on the plane plus there is a beach day. I bought a suit at Target today because I can't risk having to show a bruised belly in a bikini to all my coworkers!

[G22]

Enjoy your beach day changedname!

I need to seclude myself away from the rest of the human population today. I'm feeling super judgmental. And I feel bad because the person I'm judging the hardest doesn't deserve it. Cranky and judgmental is a bad combination!

[womet]

H mentioned something about "this time of year" and how he doesn't know what to do for me. I.e, what do you want for Mother's day. I said not to do anything for me since I am not a mom. And using our pets as the reason why just rubs it in that I am not a mom. Thankfully we talked before this weekend. I hate how sad Mother's Day makes me feel. IF fucking sucks.