I don't want to SAH but it seems too soon to leave them, even w Jake taking care of them. There are a million things I'm stressing about.
I wish Jake had a job so I could go part-time for longer than the first month. The only way we can do that now is my parents are very graciously helping us make up the difference.
One thing helping me get through is that the babies will have changed so much in the next month that some of my stressors could be gone.
It will be an adjustment at first and will get better with time. My DH stays at home with the kids and it's awesome. We'll be here to support you on your first day