Ugh, New Years. I hate thinking back to New Years. I was in the hospital having a miscarriage so I didn't think to decide on a resolution, LOL.
But if I had to say what I hoped for at Jan 1, it would be to be pregnant ASAP. Time has changed that goal. I could probably start TTC here in the next few months, but I have decided to at least put it off until the beginning of next year, maybe even later. I have shifted my focus from having a baby no matter what to doing things I want to do without the thought of pregnancy looming over my decisions......ie - signing up for a marathon. Totally not doable if I were pregnant, but I have decided to do what I want to do, on a schedule that doesn't revolve around pregnancy. I have to say, I like the break
So yeah, I have totally gone of course from what I wanted on Jan 1, an I am completely ok with it and I think it was probably even a healthy decision for my sanity, LOL.