I keep having dreams that I'm going to jail. In the first one, I was going away for two years, and J didn't even care. And I was irritated with him when I woke up, lol.
God bless Sephora and their samples, which will keep me from buying a $32 primer that doesn't work all that well.
J and I are going to his xbil and xsil's daughter's graduation party tomorrow. His xw will be there, even though she got into a huge fight with her sister because her sister invited us. I'm sure it won't be awkward at all.
I'm going in for a my first half day back at work! Last night at dinner I was told I have sparkle in my eye again. Who knew an angry ute and ovaries could steal my sparkle?! I'm also going to go pick up puddle jumpers for the kids after @booby raved about them. The kids just love swimming, and will be there Saturday and Monday to use their unground pool. We have a wedding tomorrow I'm looking forward to as there are friends going we've reconnected with. I'm very excited for this weekend to be here. Yeah!!
I had a dream that I was in a house with a group of people and there was a lion in the house and we were trying to hide from it - it was terrifying.
When we woke up this morning, something was wrong with the monitor bc it was off and when we tried to turn it back on it kept turning off even though it was plugged in. And my baby was crying:( I feel awful knowing she may have cried last night and I didn't hear her. But she is all smiles now so I guess she won't hate me for it.
It's just after 4am and I am getting ready for work. It feels way too early to be up and headed to work since I'm so used to working 12pm to 8:30pm. This working 4:30am to 1pm is crazy to me.
Today we are throwing a going away party for our friends who are moving across country. I've posted before about this, but the wife in this couple is my best friend. I can't believe she is leaving in two weeks. I'm going to miss her. She gets me
(If you'll note my sig, her getting me means a lot)
It's just after 4am and I am getting ready for work. It feels way too early to be up and headed to work since I'm so used to working 12pm to 8:30pm. This working 4:30am to 1pm is crazy to me.
I love that shift. You come home, nap for a half hour, and then have the rest of the day. Super sweet.
my random? I actually STTN. Is this an accomplishment for anyone over 18 months? Because I feel like it is for me, hahaha.
It's just after 4am and I am getting ready for work. It feels way too early to be up and headed to work since I'm so used to working 12pm to 8:30pm. This working 4:30am to 1pm is crazy to me.
You've probably said before but what do you do? Hospital? I would hate getting up at 4 but LOVE getting out at one. lol
I fell asleep on the couch last night at 10:30 and I'm still tired. Why am I so much more exhausted now that it's summer? Can a toddler + heat really be more tiring than 25 kindergarten kiddos?
I'm feeling guilty and self absorbed because so far everyday off has been centered around working out. We've done other things- played at the park, played in the sprinkler, gone for walks- but I've spent an hour everyday running (with Ollie in the stroller) or working out. I just feel like its a selfish time to spend my time and I don't know why. Whatever, I'm going to the gym today.
I'm exhausted for getting into an epic FB battle with the crap law school friend I talked about yesterday. fuckyourcouch had to be an eyewitness to the shenanigans.
You guys. She got upset with me, after explaining to me that she substitute teaches sometimes so she can speak to the quality of sex education in ALL of TX public schools. When I said that she couldn't speak for the quality of ALL SCHOOLS in ALL DISTRICTS because sex education in TX is not a statewide program, so her subbing for one school is anecdotal and therefore moot. SHE LOST IT BECAUSE I PERSONALLY ATTACKED HER.
She then called me crying that I attacked her, and that she was insulted that I was debating her because SHE KNOWS THE LAWS AND THE THINGS ABOUT LAWS AND THE BILLS AND BLEACHING. ALL OF THEM. EXCEPT TEXAS EDUCATION CODE SECTIONS 28.004 AND 26.010 (Which don't list sex education as part of the statewide program and clarifies that IF a district provides sex education and that the emphasis has to be on abstinence). AND THE FACT THAT PARENTS CAN OPT OUT OF THEIR CHILDREN TAKING SEX EDUCATION. THAT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING.
I get to go to a fancy lunch at capotal grille for work today. I wish I could drink.
I am in love with having two kids. It's amazing. On the way home from target last night dd was just babbling in her seat and ds kept trying to talk to her. And she would make the mama or dads sound and ds would scream to me that she was talking. They were just in the back looking at each other. I'm obsessed.
I'm exhausted for getting into an epic FB battle with the crap law school friend I talked about yesterday. fuckyourcouch had to be an eyewitness to the shenanigans.
You guys. She got upset with me, after explaining to me that she substitute teaches sometimes so she can speak to the quality of sex education in ALL of TX public schools. When I said that she couldn't speak for the quality of ALL SCHOOLS in ALL DISTRICTS because sex education in TX is not a statewide program, so her subbing for one school is anecdotal and therefore moot. SHE LOST IT BECAUSE I PERSONALLY ATTACKED HER.
She then called me crying that I attacked her, and that she was insulted that I was debating her because SHE KNOWS THE LAWS AND THE THINGS ABOUT LAWS AND THE BILLS AND BLEACHING. ALL OF THEM. EXCEPT TEXAS EDUCATION CODE SECTIONS 28.004 AND 26.010 (Which don't list sex education as part of the statewide program and clarifies that IF a district provides sex education and that the emphasis has to be on abstinence). AND THE FACT THAT PARENTS CAN OPT OUT OF THEIR CHILDREN TAKING SEX EDUCATION. THAT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING.
I *think* H and I are going on a date tomorrow night and I'm super excited. It's been a few months because we've been trying to save money, but we need the time together badly.
Did jjwritergirl GBCN while I was gone??
I got paid today, but after paying for daycare and my car taxes, my paycheck is half gone already. Wah wahhhhhh.
Tuesday, I had two nightmares about someone/something killing me and/or my family. I woke up both times with my heart racing and I was so upset. I hate shit like that.
Leo was up at 4:30 for good this morning. Whhhhhhyyyy
We didn't do anything outside last night. So apparently we need to exhaust his little ass to sleep until 6:30. He has been waking for a bottle around 4-5 ish and I am just giving in and giving it to him in his crib. Habits smabits. He normally falls right back asleep But this morning that didn't work. Grr!
I also need to wean him from his bottles, but ugh I kinda just don't wanna. If gestationally he is only 11 months that means I get a couple more months before I have to take the bottles away right lol. We also joke when we don't want to be a hardass with him that "Well gestationally he is only so and so months old lol"
I'm wearing a new dress today, and look fantastic. The v-neck on it covers everything pretty well while standing up... and I just realized when I sit, EVERYTHING shows. Great. I talked myself out of wearing a cami under my dress this morning because I didn't want the extra layer.
It doesn't help that my posture is awful, so that's a big factor. I keep trying to sit up straight to prevent the MEGA CLEAVAGE, but within a minute I'm leaning again. Looks like I have to bust out the stapler.
Fsil picked a fb fight with me last night because we aren't shelling out $2000 to go to their wedding in Vegas. It was supposed to be in their home state but put a "notice" on fb that it was being changed and no biggie if you can't come we are partying when we get back. Well, lots of people, us included, already made arrangements to go to that wedding and now the price like quadrupled, not to mention end of July in Vegas. I told dh to go and have fun but he doesn't want to. He would rather put that kind of money towards our family action or house projects. No one is going, not my fault but I'm a materialistic bithch who spends all of dhs money, that's right, it's his because he's the only one with a job, who s keeping him from his family. Bil did nothing to stop it. Dh is PISSED! I asked if she was going to attack the whole family that's not going or just me? This all started because I bought a $29 concert ticket. Lol! It's raining and dd got up at 6:30. I see a nap in our future. Sil wants to go to fireworks tonight but wants us to go to the place around 1 ish to get a good spot. The kids can play in the splash pad but i wont be able to leave until after the fireworks later tonight. Umm no thanks, no way will my kids last that long, she's working and won't get there till after 6. I just had a yummy egg white omelette
Post by sparkythelawyer on Jun 28, 2013 8:06:39 GMT -5
Diabetes can kiss the fattest part of my ass this morning. After getting to sleep entirely too late last night (not Diabetes' fault, but still), the husband woke me up half an hour before my alarm was to go off because he was low. He didn't even mean to wake me up. His body has this cute little trick it likes to pull sometimes where, when he is low, in his sleep, HE WILL FART SO LOUD IT WAKES ME OUT OF A SOUND SLEEP.
So I get woken up to the melodious sound of his ass symphony. Try to get him to check his blood sugar. But at this point, his sugars are in the effing basement (and probably have been for a while) so its like dealing with a drunk fucking child. Finally get his blood sugar checked and of COURSE he's stupid low. Then is the battle to get the drunk child to eat something. It took me forever to get that accomplished. I'm trying to feed him, he's trying to cop a feel. Fabulous. At this point, his blood sugar is finally high enough that I can go take a shower and get ready for work, as there is no point in me trying to go back to sleep for ten whole minutes.