I'm cheating on my husband.

[ohhai334]

My husband works out of state and I don't see him for weeks to months at a time. He did not have this job when we got married. I wouldn't have a problem with him being gone, except I'm pretty much a sexaholic. If I'm not getting laid I'm basically constantly stressed out and being a huge bitch to everyone so I recently started hooking up with an old fling of mine from before I was married. He knows I am married, but I told him my husband and I have an arrangement where I can have sex with other people while he's out of state as long as I'm discreet, use protection and he doesn't hear about it.

I do not plan on telling my husband I have a hot little piece on the side while he's away. I do not want to get a divorce.

I feel guilty that for the first time in months I'm happy again and our marriage is running more smoothly because of my infidelity. I feel guilty that I don't feel guilty for cheating on him.

It's basically a huge clusterfuck mess and I felt like I had to come clean to internet strangers.

[bonquiqui]

[angelaa73]

Your h knows you're a sexaholic?

[bonquiqui]

What color eyes does he have?

[ohhai334]

May 12, 2012 23:41:20 GMT -5 angelaa73 said:

Your h knows you're a sexaholic?

He knows I have a really high sex drive. Whenever he's home we have sex at least twice a day, every day until he has to leave again.

I assume he just thinks I masterbate a lot while he's gone.

[bab]

you lost me at "I feel guilty that I don't feel guilty."

I wish there was a head scratching emoticon.
Also, you should stop with the ass on the side. If you are truely a sexaholic, you should be in therapy.

[bonquiqui]

i kind of feel guilty that you feel guilty that you don't feel guilty

[ohhai334]

May 12, 2012 23:43:28 GMT -5 bab said:

you lost me at "I feel guilty that I don't feel guilty."

It's like...I know I should feel guilty, but I don't. And I feel guilty about that lack of emotion. Does that make sense?

[angelaa73]

Okay, let's go back. Way back.

Childhood: what happened?

[bonquiqui]

May 12, 2012 23:45:25 GMT -5 ohhai334 said:

May 12, 2012 23:43:28 GMT -5 bab said:

you lost me at "I feel guilty that I don't feel guilty."

quote]

It's like...I know I should feel guilty, but I don't. And I feel guilty about that lack of emotion. Does that make sense?

then you are feeling guilty about the lack of guilt not about the act

[squishy]

May 12, 2012 23:41:27 GMT -5 sonrisa said:

Don't worry. He is busy not feeling guilty about having his own out of state friend on the side.

That was my thought, as well.

I'm sorry you're going through this.

[missyny]

I'm angry FOR your H.

Youre a fucking asshole.

[ohhai334]

May 12, 2012 23:45:58 GMT -5 angelaa73 said:

Okay, let's go back. Way back.

Childhood: what happened?

Uhhh. I had a normal childhood. My parents were and are still happily married. Youngest of 5 children.

[angelaa73]

May 12, 2012 23:48:26 GMT -5 ohhai334 said:

May 12, 2012 23:45:58 GMT -5 angelaa73 said:

Okay, let's go back. Way back.

Childhood: what happened?

Uhhh. I had a normal childhood. My parents were and are still happily married. Youngest of 5 children.

And then???

[bonquiqui]

bueller?

<--- feels ignored

[flex]

"Hot little piece"?
So why don't you want to get a divorce? Because you "love" your husband? HAH!

[justkly]

Whore. Oh sure, your marriage is running more smoothly now, but this is just the period when you are lying to yourself. Buy a vibrator if you are so addicted to sex. It justifies nothing that you just love sex more than anyone else.

[nestbrenda]

May 12, 2012 23:51:31 GMT -5 bonquiqui said:

bueller?

<--- feels ignored

Because you have 258 posts over the past 2 days here and are claiming to be a brand spanking new newb. We're not retarded.

[ohhai334]

May 12, 2012 23:49:27 GMT -5 angelaa73 said:

May 12, 2012 23:48:26 GMT -5 ohhai334 said:

Uhhh. I had a normal childhood. My parents were and are still happily married. Youngest of 5 children.

And then???

And then I become sexually active lol. I was kind of a slut in high school and college until I met H. He was the only person who could ever keep up with me in all aspects. We dated and lived together for 5 years before getting married. Everything was awesome until he took this fucking job, but he had been looking for forever and they offered him a ton of incentives.

[ohhai334]

May 12, 2012 23:52:26 GMT -5 justkly said:

Buy a vibrator if you are so addicted to sex.

Not the same. You think I haven't tried this option?

[flex]

so he knows you're hard to keep up with. So? Do you think he would mind if you had a hot piece on the side?

[ohhai334]

May 12, 2012 23:55:47 GMT -5 flex said:

so he knows you're hard to keep up with. So? Do you think he would mind if you had a hot piece on the side?

Yes. I know he would mind. He's generally a pretty jealous guy.

I could support us both on my salary alone, but I can't bring myself to ask him to quit because I know he really loves his job.

[bonquiqui]

May 12, 2012 23:53:12 GMT -5 @nestbrenda said:

May 12, 2012 23:51:31 GMT -5 bonquiqui said:

bueller?

<--- feels ignored

Because you have 258 posts over the past 2 days here and are claiming to be a brand spanking new newb. We're not retarded.

I am not a newbie! lol I never said that I have been on the nest since the beginning lol

[angelaa73]

Can he support you both on his?

[ohhai334]

May 13, 2012 0:00:18 GMT -5 angelaa73 said:

Can he support you both on his?

Not with our current mortgage and car payment.

[nestbrenda]

so then who are you!! Jeez!

[hubes]

It think your a cunt who is heading for a divorce. Any other questions?

[angelaa73]

What would he mind less

Getting new job
Getting the herp?

[Deleted]

All I can think of is Ludacris right now.

I said dat yousa hooooooooooooooooooOH!

Sex addict, my ass. I vote for self involved hosebeast.

[ohhai334]

May 13, 2012 0:02:37 GMT -5 angelaa73 said:

What would he mind less

Getting new job
Getting the herp?

Good question, but I don't feel like it's applicable since I'm going through lengths to protect myself from stds.