i have cried myself into a headache.

[Deleted]

because i needed to be home for a meeting about something, but work kept me late (HEADS UP people in the central time zone:  when i say i have to leave NLT 4:30 that's 3:30 on your clocks, mofos.  figure it out.  this shit ain't hard.) so i missed it.  my husband handled it.

it's the 4th time something like this has happened in the past 10 days.  thank goodness my husband's may from hell didn't coincide with my june from hell or i'd be all marissa meyering it up and installing a daycare IN MY FUCKING OFFICE to get shit done.

anyway.  i got home, realized i missed the whole thing, sat down in a chair and burst into tears.  full on "my life is out of control and i'm a sucky parent/wife/person/friend" sobbing.  and also my uncle is dying, my brother's dog just died (i know this is weird to put in here along with uncle/grandmother, but he was a special dog), and my grandmother is not doing well and has forgotten who i am.  the chair wasn't even comfortable and i just didn't move.  and now i have a headache. 


tgif.  i wish i could drink.

[tdk2]

:******(

I"m so very sorry.

And no, not weird to put that all together. That sucks sucks sucks. And you're tired and fuck that blows about everything.

I wish you could drink too.

Ice cream?

[Deleted]

ice cream is a good idea. we have fresh blueberries, and they're good with vanilla.

[angelaa73]

It's okay. It's okay. Want some mint.chip?

sent from my Diane Young won't change your mind baby baby baby right on time

[tdk2]

Jun 28, 2013 17:28:39 GMT -5 cville said:

ice cream is a good idea. we have fresh blueberries, and they're good with vanilla.

GOod.  They are delicious w/ vanilla.


And I'm glad you liked something from that.  I realized after how unhelpful any of my words really were.    Does it comfort you that I cry about stupid shit lately? (and yours wasn't stupid shit, it was all very real, taxing, stressful stuff). 

[goaskalice]

That does sounds stressful! I hate when everything is just pulling on. Ice cream for sure, and maybe a massage from your h?

[Yankees21]

I'm sorry It's the worst when things are shitty all at once. I definitely think ice cream is in order.

[hopecounts]

((Hugs)) That all sucks. hopefully July will be better for you.
And there is nothing wrong with including the lose of the dog. A pet should be a part of the family and its sad to loose them.

[W.T.Faulkner]

That's a lot of overwhelming stuff you just listed. Lots, and lots of hugs.

Oh, and ice cream. I just had some chocolate chip cookie dough.

[snipsnsnails]

I'm sorry, cville. I read your post the other day about feeling off. This happens to me sometimes, too. A few weeks ago, I had such a hunch that something bad was going to happen. I even called my mom and asked what was happening. She didn't have anything and DH laughed it off. Sometimes, life just gets you down. (((hugs))) and I hope it goes up from here.

[dana2006]

(((( cville ))))

[DotAndBuzz]

ugh, I"m sorry. You have a lot on your plate, so I don't blame you one bit for the cry. Double up on the ice cream, for sure.

[beautifulfields12]

Hugs to you. I totally understand that feeling. I missed a meeting I scheduled yesterday. I totally cried. Plus you have so much going on.

And for what its worth, I cried over a coworker's dog yesterday. He was the most amazing lab who would come to the office. The love tgey had was exceptional. It totally sucks.


Take care!

[Deleted]

thanks guys . i took a breather, talked to my mom on the phone, and ate some pizza and salad. i feel better.

[underwaterrhymes]

I'm sorry.

Pizza and salad help. Maybe you can swing a bubble bath too?

[rex]

That would put me over the edge too. ((hugs))

[pedanticwench]

I'm sorry, super big ((hugs))

TGIF indeed