Friday night rambling.

[Deleted]

You are fab, that's all I have besides hugs.

[blondnearby]

I am sorry you're feeling like this friend. Can I do anything? I miss you. Dinner or hang out soon?

[winecat]

I hear you. I had someone tell me how I was "lucky" that I didn't have to worry about a spouse/partner because I work so much. Gee, thanks... To have the support, including the income, of a spouse would change my world so much for the better.

The sky is almost purple tonight and the lightning is insane.

[glitzyglow]

Aw, mp, I so wish we lived closer! I want to hug you and take you out someplace fun!

I'm already feeling a bit weepy about the 4th. It was one of my favorite holidays because we used to go to exH's grandparents' house and they had a big family reunion that day with a huge spread of food, swimming, and then fireworks at night. exH left me the week before the 4th, so it always stings a bit as it was my first holiday alone, too. I always considered it a sort of "romantic" moment sitting under the colored lights bursting in the sky. Now I am going to spend my 4th consecutive 4th alone. Whomp whomp.

[glitzyglow]

winecat, I get it. People don't think before they speak sometimes, do they? Hugs!

[glitzyglow]

Wtf? I commented on this. Where did it go?

[mcc]

I feel you. Sent from the bottom of my beer bottle. Hugs

[janedoe]

MP obviously I don't "know" you but what I do know of you, I think you're fabulous. I wish we lived close each other because I feel like that sometimes too.

It's only been a few months for me but sometimes I wonder if I'll ever find a decent guy. I wonder if I have too much baggage or if someone will want to put up with my messed up work schedule.

Anyhow it kinda sucks and sometimes I just wish I had someone to snuggle up with and watch a movie

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((mp))
I'm having a shitty time of it too.  I'm so disgusted with people in general-- I swear I like animals better than people sometimes.  At least my kitties love me unconditionally.  
Weekend nights are the worst for me too.  

[Chelle]

I'm sorry you're feeling that way. I have been struggling with the exact same feelings lately. I don't NEED a man, but sometimes some big strong arms and a hug would sure feel nice.

I went to a pub called "Rickshaw Eddy's" tonight and one of the servers was wearing a shirt that said, "eddy says: woman need man like fish need bicycle". I considered them wise words. We are awesome and self sufficient and we don't need a man to complete us. One day we'll find wonderful men who complement all our awesome.

[winecat]

Jun 28, 2013 23:34:26 GMT -5 mp said:

doglove we really need to meet. Seriously hoping that plane tickets miraculously fall.

blondnearby <3 you friend. I def want to see you soon. Let me know what you're doing for the holiday or next weekend?

winecat - yes I can imagine someone else's income would be awesome! haha. Gosh, if I only had to pay half my rent, I feel like I'd be rich! :-P Didja take a photo of the sky??

The people who I know who have spousal support for their business lead such a different life.  They don't have to worry at all about paying for any of their living expenses and they have health insurance.  Everything can be poured into their businesses and they can take risks that I can't take.  Then they say "I didn't get paid for X years after starting my business.  You just have to make that sacrifice."  But it's not like they went homeless or hungry because they had someone to pay the bills.  grrr...

[winecat]

Jun 28, 2013 23:48:47 GMT -5 glitzyglow said:

winecat, I get it. People don't think before they speak sometimes, do they? Hugs!

Yeah, they don't.  I just agreed with her and cried a little inside.   

[doriswe]

Sorry you're feeling funky, my love! I get there too, from time to time. Allow yourself some woe-is-me time and then start kicking ass again!! Think of all of the hurdles you've overcome in the last year...you are a damn rock star!!

Honestly, one of the things I do when I'm craving physical attention, is going to get a massage. It's not quite the same, but having someone have their hands on me really does a lot for my emotional health when I'm feeling really low.

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mp yes! :-)

[jojoandleo]

A-I own allll the Scream movies. I love them.

B-It's okay to have a rough night sometimes, we ALL do. No matter how awesome you are, or your life is, sometimes, you just have to feel sad and let it all out. You won't be alone forever, but it takes time to find someone who fits with your awesomeness. Plus, now that gay marriage is legal in California, WE can get married! I mean, If you are still single at 35, I am sure polygamy and dog marriage will be legal by then too. (Well, according to my Governor anyway).

C-I WANT TO VISIT TOOOOOOO! We could have a Scream marathon. LOL.

[winecat]

Jun 29, 2013 13:01:17 GMT -5 jojoandleo said:

A-I own allll the Scream movies. I love them.

B-It's okay to have a rough night sometimes, we ALL do. No matter how awesome you are, or your life is, sometimes, you just have to feel sad and let it all out. You won't be alone forever, but it takes time to find someone who fits with your awesomeness. Plus, now that gay marriage is legal in California, WE can get married! I mean, If you are still single at 35, I am sure polygamy and dog marriage will be legal by then too. (Well, according to my Governor anyway).

C-I WANT TO VISIT TOOOOOOO! We could have a Scream marathon. LOL.

Dear God, I hope so because then mp and I can get hitched to one another AND our dogs.    

[TEM325]

Jun 29, 2013 0:40:01 GMT -5 mcc said:

I feel you. Sent from the bottom of my beer bottle. Hugs

Ditto! 

This stuff happens in waves for sure.