You'll be okay, beagle. I had a big presentation to senior leadership the day after ds's first sleep study and Dis okay. He slept more than I did. I don't think you'll get great sleep, but you should be okay!
I had a dream that my H told me he wanted a divorce out of nowhere. There was no convincing him not to go through with it. Then he started smoking, wtf? I woke up really sad.
This morning I got clothes off the clothesline and there is a bee trapped somewhere in those clothes. Yeah, they're staying outside.
I slept in the tub last night. The whole apartment was too fucking hot that I couldn't get more than 15 minutes of sleep at the time. So I got up, filled the tub with cool water and slept in it for the rest of the night.
I also slept horribly last night, and I'm in a total shit mood today. I've been getting into funks lately that I'm having trouble pulling myself out of.
We went to a friend's housewarming party Saturday night. I played beer pong, which I usually hate, but J and I RAN the table. All night. We were unbeatable.
How long is this pp hair loss going to last?? It's gross and I'm afraid I'm going to end up bald. The amount of hair that comes out between showering, brushing my hair etc is scary.
My kid is congested and we are flying on Friday. I'm nervous. She doesn't have a cold but you can hear the phlegm.
I'm tired of always having to pee. It's only suddenly started in the last 2ish weeks. It's not aUTI - nothing hurts and I actually pee when I go. It's not a matter of needing to but can't because I can. But then I forget if my peeing picks up before my period starts. However, my last 4 periods have all started around CD 40-41. I've cruised on past that already and nothing. So I'm assuming it's either coming because my boobs hate me as well and my lower back. Or my bladder just hates me.
I wish bodies came with instruction manuals because manuals always have those fix it sections in the back to figure out the problems.
ETA: I'm not complaining in a "woe is me, fix me ML way." I feel like I come off like that. I have a laundry list of items for my doctor that need to be discussed/pending discussions, so obviously, if it keeps up, I'll talk to her. I'm just going off about this because I'm comfy in bed and don't want to get up to pee.
I'm usually the one who changes the sheets on our bed, but last night H was trying to spoil me. He changed the sheets, made the bed, put away the laundry and picked stuff up while I got to snuggle on the couch and watch the Kardashians.
I slept SO bad because he put on an old set of cheap sheets. They were so scratchy and hot. I'm so used to the nice ones we got for our wedding. I didn't have the heart to tell him he picked shitty sheets because he was trying so hard. I slept on a cot in a tent for 4 nights, and I was really looking forward to my bed, but ended up disappointed.
I also slept like crap last night. I blame staying up late watching Breaking Bad. I usually need an hour of no screen time to unwind my brain.
Only two days of work this week for me!
We fly into SFO on Wed . I think I have flown into that airport before (we use both Oakland and SFO to visit my sister) but now I am a bit apprehensive about it.
We had a great weekend at my parents and I am reminded why we are leaving Leo behind lol. He is such a great little traveler but when we are somewhere new he has to sleep so much. Which is obviously not a bad thing but I would be stuck in our damn hotel room for like 15-16 hours a day when i could be out sipping wine.
Post by verycontrary247 on Jul 8, 2013 8:06:36 GMT -5
For no apparent reason last night I was just hit by the feeling of overwhelming loneliness. I don't miss stbxh, but I really do miss just having someone
My best friend from college had a birthday party for her husband this weekend. We had so much fun! It was so nice to reconnect with my friends, and H got along so well with their husbands. It was a fantastic night. H and I agreed on the way home that we needed a night like that.
The only downside is that I literally have over 50 mosquito bites from that night. It was still worth it
I had a weird dream last night that someone I know was dead and she died by drowning in a house flood. It was all so specific and detailed. Weird. When I woke up I had to check her facebook to make sure she was still alive.
I was craving Raisin Bran this morning so much for breakfast that I had to go to CVS and get some. Weird. Who craves Raisin Bran?
My dd is crying at the thought of going to swim classes this morning. She did great the last session. Am I raising a quitter if I just get a refund instead of making her go?
Post by sparkythelawyer on Jul 8, 2013 8:38:04 GMT -5
Last night I had a dream I was the trusty sidekick to an asskicking superhero in an office elevator. It was weird, but it was also nice knowing I was helpful!
I start my new job today!! I've been so nervous. I really don't know what to expect. I don't even know how to dress. They said shorts are fine? But in a kitchen? Idk. I'm going to wear a pair of black ankle length pants and a sleeveless shirt today for orientation and then figure it out for the rest of the week.
I bought two slip proof pairs of shoes at payless yesterday. One pair is a really cute pair of mary janes. I love them. The other pair are hideous, but are the most comfortable things I have ever put on my feet. They look like prescribed orthopedic shoes. That was the only requirement for uniform, slip proof shoes. I went to all kinds of stores looking for them, and surprisingly payless had the nicest, most comfortable ones.
I am also tired. I was up from 3:30 to 5 something. I can't wait for this heat to pass. Even in the air conditioning I still feel like I'm sweating.