Monday = 3 years

[mrsmc08]

Most of you know parts of my story. I cannot believe that Monday marks 3 years since the nightmare begins. I don't even remember what life was like then. I want to say simpler, but was it really? Still had two broken dogs then, and my mom to take care of. But I have no idea how the last 3 years would have gone with K by my side. Easier I assume. Actual help and all that jazz. I don't think I have changed that much though. I am care a whole lot less about others liking me or being afraid to hurt their feelings. Or at least I'd like to think i do. I don't hate how my life turned out. This is the first time in all my life I have had freedom and am able to do as I please, without having to worry about someone else. Thank you for the support throughout the years, it's been one hell of a ride. Luckily it's pretty much all up hill from here.

[MrsE]

((Hugs)). You are a strong woman. I know saying something like "sorry you have been living through a nightmare" won't do anything to take the pain away, or make anything better, but there are no words to even begin to summarize my thoughts and feelings of empathy. I cannot even imagine what it would be like to lose a spouse, in law, and parent all so close... and honestly, I pray I will never have to do so. ((Hugs)).

[venice2007]

Hugs! I've known your story from the beginning and often think how you are doing! You are a very strong person to have gone thru all that you have! Hugs to you!

[raynes]

Baby brain ate a lot of my memories, so I'm not sure of the whole story, but from what's in the other posts I just want to offer some Internet hugs. That seems like a lot to go through at once. I'm glad that you seem to be doing better now and think your attitude about the future is awesome.

[Brit]

You have been incredibly resilient. I'm sorry for all that you have gone through. I hope things continue to improve for you. ((Hugs))

[jchokie79]

Yes, what brit said, resilient. You have somehow managed to keep moving forward and seem like be in a good/better place in life now. Hugs to you. Come visit us more often.

[sadlebred]

Like Brit said, you are very resilient! You are such a strong person!

[jamalynn]

Hugs. I can't imagine how you deal. I lost my mother 6 years ago and I sometimes wonder how I can put one foot in front of the other. She was my biggest champion and my best friend. We were very close. I will keep you in my prayers this week.

[jene]

Hugs. You have been through a lot, you are an incredibly strong woman

[agswife]

Aug 17, 2013 9:10:19 GMT -5 venice2007 said:

Hugs! I've known your story from the beginning and often think how you are doing! You are a very strong person to have gone thru all that you have! Hugs to you!

This!

[mcc]

Big hugs for you today

[mrsmc08]

Thanks girls. I'm actually handling it pretty well. But that maybe from the physical pain I'm enduring right now. Yay stupidity? All I have ever been able to do is put one foot in front of the other, but now I feel like I am actually living my life. The way I want. I am sure if K were still alive I would love my life and be living it mostly the way I wanted but its completely a different path. I keep waiting for the break down but am not sure it's going to come. At least not today.

[thom]

Thinking of you; I'm sure this day is a particularly tough time to just reflect on it all. You are strong girl.