I'm just so nervous all the time

[Cheesecake]

Just had another ultrasound, am 30 weeks 1 day now and I feel the bany kicking all the time - hecl, he's playing with me in utero, so rationally I know things are going great.
But with every tiny little thing I'm.scared there's something wrong.
Measurements today were slightly different than 3 weeks ago, AC was slightly larger compared to average than last time, FL and HC were slightly smaller.
And while the doc looked at the results I started tearing up because I was convinced either the tech did something wrong orthere's something wrong with my baby.
Doc saidthat it looked perfect, that I should just be happy and proud, but I guess that's the IF side-effect talking, being convinced that it's impossible or at least highly unlikely that I'll have a healthy baby 10 or so weeks from now.

What a mindfuck!

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[mae141]

I feel ya. I am trying so hard to enjoy being pregnant because I'm scared that every day could be the last day. It's so hard to think positive after dealing with so much negative.

[daisy24342]

It's hard not to worry......each week should get easier....at least that's what I tell myself.

[kershnic]

I used to think I would relax after a heartbeat... but now I have known too many women (primarily on the internet) who have miscarried after seeing one. But even though we all hope your baby will stay put and keeping growing for 10 more weeks, it's pretty amazing to know that if you gave birth now it would be a baby!

[Cheesecake]

Aug 21, 2013 20:27:39 GMT -5 kershnic said:

But even though we all hope your baby will stay put and keeping growing for 10 more weeks, it's pretty amazing to know that if you gave birth now it would be a baby!

That's true.
I doubt I'll stor worrying until that baby is safely in my arms at home though

I guess moms just worry. Or something.
Thanks for the support , glad to know I'm not the only one who remails crazy.


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