Post by changedname on Aug 28, 2013 11:01:21 GMT -5
Don't know how to explain it, I had my first OB appointment yesterday after graduating from the RE.
The place was (obviously) full of pregnant women and I felt like I didn't belong... it was so weird. I kept thinking how much of a nightmare this place would be for an IF patient.
Added to it that my OB is like 35 and was wearing jeans and a hoodie... not what I expected after the formalities of the RE office.
I have been seeing my obgyn for my IUIs all summer and everytime I went in during treatments I was surrounded and it stung. During our second IUI DH and I were in the waiting room and a young girl came in asking where to go for an abortion. I am 100% pro-choice but that wasn't something that I needed to hear at that moment. I am on my way to my first OB appointment and first u/s in about a half hour and hopefully things will feel different this time around.
It is weird. I went and registered last week, and I felt weird just walking around the baby store, even though I am visibly pregnant. I wonder if it gets easier.
It was weird the first time because everyone else there wad visibly pregnant and I was not. Combined with the fact I felt like I was still fooling myself, I expected to walk in and the OB to tell me I wasn't pregnant.