I need to not be nice

[orriskitten]

I'm sitting at the pharmacy for my grandmother. My baby and Dh are both sick/getting sick and I just want to be be there with them. But I'm not.

I'm so sad and frustrated and I need to learn how to not be nice. I feel so used all the time, then on top of it she goes on about how she has no one and is alone and doesn't want to live and not even me and my child are worth living for. Then jump out your window, ffs. Stop making me feel bad for trying to help meanwhile I have no help. Really. No grandchild to boss around and no parent I can ever rely on.

Sorry again. I just need this out and trying not to cry because I won't get to kiss my baby goodnight.

[raynes]

((Hugs))

[skiesthelimit]

I'm sorry Orris. Hugs.

[cat19]

I'm sorry you get taken advantage of... it makes me sad.

[katie]

I'm sorry, it's really tough when grandmas say stuff like that. My grandma lived with my mom for a couple years at the end of her life and she said nasty things like that to me too. She always made me feel like I didn't take her enough places or give her enough attention but I know I did. She wasn't the grandma that I remembered growing up and it hurt (((hugs)))