Trying to be aware of emotions that come up and trigger negative reactions is hard, trying to figure out how to stop and work through the emotions while avoiding the negative reactions is hard, figuring out something else to do with those emotions and negativity is hard, not dwelling on the emotions is hard... its 9am, I'm already exhausted, something feels weird in my pelvic region... I just want to sleep for a week.
Ditto everything you said. Good for you for working through it!
My cousin, who I adore, is gay and has not been accepted by his parents or sister, all of whom are grade 1 asshats. His sister in particular is whacked. She's a super right winger and FB is, predictably, her platform to spew nonsense.
Anyway, I love love love my cousin's partner, who just posted this on FB:
"anyone see the hypocrisy in a 32 yo person whose biggest health problem is obesity-caused health issues prompting years of collecting disability and expensive hospital stays, posting FROM a hospital bed her rants about the ACA and how it is a drain on the system?"
All of which is true. I just breathed "OH SNAP" at my desk. Awesome.
My cousin, who I adore, is gay and has not been accepted by his parents or sister, all of whom are grade 1 asshats. His sister in particular is whacked. She's a super right winger and FB is, predictably, her platform to spew nonsense.
Anyway, I love love love my cousin's partner, who just posted this on FB:
"anyone see the hypocrisy in a 32 yo person whose biggest health problem is obesity-caused health issues prompting years of collecting disability and expensive hospital stays, posting FROM a hospital bed her rants about the ACA and how it is a drain on the system?"
All of which is true. I just breathed "OH SNAP" at my desk. Awesome.
This is awesome. I said something similar to my DH when I had to hide his brother on FB due to his excessive rants about ACA and Obama. His brother is a 30 year old man that has never lived outside of his mother's house and who has benefited multiple times from state subsidized healthcare since he has never had to a job or paid taxes. Apparently that is ok though.
A crack head tried opening my car door today while I was in it. Fuck gowanus at 5:45 am.
A week ago, some idiot walked up to my car at a red light and tried to open my driver side door. Thank God, something told me to central lock, about 2 seconds before this happened. He tried to open, realized he failed, then looked at me and shrugged his shoulders in a 'hey, at least I gave it the ole college try' kinda way. Then just calmly walked away.
A crack head tried opening my car door today while I was in it. Fuck gowanus at 5:45 am.
A week ago, some idiot walked up to my car at a red light and tried to open my driver side door. Thank God, something told me to central lock, about 2 seconds before this happened. He tried to open, realized he failed, then looked at me and shrugged his shoulders in a 'hey, at least I gave it the ole college try' kinda way. Then just calmly walked away.
Fucking weirdos.
Sorry, Vicky.
So fucking frightening! This guy was like "I thought you were my friend" no dude. No.
We ran out of soap last week so I haven't used soap in a week, just shampoo run-off and a loofah. I smell pretty good and my skin actually feels less itchy. I actually bent down to take a whiff of my nethers and I am a solid 9 on the smell okay scale (1-10).
This cold has got me seriously knocked out. I need to go to work in about 3 hours and I'm still in bed. I've apparently developed a cough, which was not a symptom for the last 3 days.
There's snow outside. I feel neutral about it.
It should be an easy day at work and I'm reorganizing the liquor room, which makes me happy.
We ran out of soap last week so I haven't used soap in a week, just shampoo run-off and a loofah. I smell pretty good and my skin actually feels less itchy. I actually bent down to take a whiff of my nethers and I am a solid 9 on the smell okay scale (1-10).
A crack head tried opening my car door today while I was in it. Fuck gowanus at 5:45 am.
This totally reminds me, a few weeks ago, I was down visiting my mom and made a quick run to the grocery store and accidentally almost got in the wrong car when I came out I actually opened the passenger door until I realized it wasn't my car. Either my key fob was able to unlock a car that was the same color and model as mine, or that random person left their door unlocked. I was like oh shit! And hoped noone saw me.
This cold has got me seriously knocked out. I need to go to work in about 3 hours and I'm still in bed. I've apparently developed a cough, which was not a symptom for the last 3 days.
There's snow outside. I feel neutral about it.
It should be an easy day at work and I'm reorganizing the liquor room, which makes me happy.
I work in the public school system, why do we not have a liquor room?
Post by Jalapeñomel on Oct 4, 2013 12:42:23 GMT -5
Ugh my insurance company just made me freak out and cry hysterically because they said all of my claims will be denied because my doctor is no longer in network (we are talking thousands and thousands of dollars in claims). But after phoning the doctor, they did confirm he has my insurance.
A crack head tried opening my car door today while I was in it. Fuck gowanus at 5:45 am.
This totally reminds me, a few weeks ago, I was down visiting my mom and made a quick run to the grocery store and accidentally almost got in the wrong car when I came out I actually opened the passenger door until I realized it wasn't my car. Either my key fob was able to unlock a car that was the same color and model as mine, or that random person left their door unlocked. I was like oh shit! And hoped noone saw me.
I've done this. Except the car looked nothing like the car we drove. I was with DH and our friend. They both just stared at me, watching to see how far I would take it. I almost got inside when they stopped me. Lolol. It happens.
This cold has got me seriously knocked out. I need to go to work in about 3 hours and I'm still in bed. I've apparently developed a cough, which was not a symptom for the last 3 days.
There's snow outside. I feel neutral about it.
It should be an easy day at work and I'm reorganizing the liquor room, which makes me happy.
I work in the public school system, why do we not have a liquor room?
Hmmm, I think you definitely should petition to have that added to the budget for the next fiscal year.
I went to the dr the other day about my anxiety. He put me on Zoloft. My H was on a different SSRI med last year, and had terrible side effects. I'm scared to start taking it, someone please tell me it will be ok!
Zoloft saved my life (that may be a bit dramatic but it sure fixed me right up).
Post by sineadorebellion on Oct 4, 2013 13:37:24 GMT -5
DD1 was in the yard playing tball and accidentally hit my sister's dog Dahlia with a bat when she swung. You guys, I feel so so terrible. My sister called the vet and she's observing her for any signs of head trauma but ugh.
A week ago, some idiot walked up to my car at a red light and tried to open my driver side door. Thank God, something told me to central lock, about 2 seconds before this happened. He tried to open, realized he failed, then looked at me and shrugged his shoulders in a 'hey, at least I gave it the ole college try' kinda way. Then just calmly walked away.
Fucking weirdos.
Sorry, Vicky.
So fucking frightening! This guy was like "I thought you were my friend" no dude. No.
My husband rocks. I forgot my cell phone at home on my night stand this morning. I didn't call him from work, but I had thought about giving him a call just to let him know so if the kid starts freaking out that I am not texting her back, that is why. About 1 minute after I considered calling him, he walks through my office door. Dude drove over 25 miles on a day off just to bring me my phone in case I needed it. He scored bonus points for that one.
I had two packages from UPS out for delivery today. They just delivered one. I don't think there are two trucks for this area, because it's always the same delivery guy. Weird.