Post by justwaiting on Oct 17, 2013 0:40:20 GMT -5
hey girls, I probably won't be on for a little while, but I need to get this out. We have been having problems with our twins and I woke up Tuesday morning with bleeding and blood clots, ect and called the doctor. He had me come in for an ultra sound that day. We found out that the twins just stopped growing completly. They were still at 5 weeks, when I should be around 6-7 weeks. We lost them today, i started a period. I think the worst thing is, even though I know it is not my fault, I feel like it is. There also the whole have to tell people when they ask about how things are going. My husband is taking it like a champ, but I am not. Anyway, thanks for making it this far and sticking with me through it all. Hopefully in the future will able to come back and be a graduate again. A happy and healthy pregnancy to all of you, and take care of yourselves.
I'm so sorry to hear this. Take care of yourself. Remember you are not alone and too many of us have been here before. It's hard to feel like it's not your fault but it isn't.
Post by justwaiting on Oct 17, 2013 14:11:26 GMT -5
Thanks girls, it means so much to me that I can lean on you. I keep trying to remember that my husband is going through the same emotions that I am, but is not allowing himself to morn. I also think that he is all talked out. It hurts, but I am taking steps to get a counselor to talk to, thanks for all the kind thoughts.
Trying for #3; FET 8/18 -- BFN. Leaving things up to chance for now... After three years, three IVFs, and two FETs, we finally have our miracle babIES!