I am so bummed out tonight

[bonquiqui]

I am a huge ball of the sads. I am usually not like this at all, but frustration takes a lot out of you.

Anyone else?

[underwaterrhymes]

I'm sorry you have the sads. How are you feeling?

[bonquiqui]

Thank you both. I am just being annoying and sad. I actually am feeling better. Hopefully when I go to the Dr on Friday, he will say I am healed.

There are just so many stressful things going on right now. I recently had some changes to my schedule at my job, that I wasn't even asked about. My schedule was literally one of the bright spots of the job, and the only thing keeping me there. They just flipped the script on me, and while it doesn't sound like a big deal, with my health condition, it just isn't the best. I can deal really. I am just annoyed.

This of course makes me question everything, and job hung. There are just so many unknowns.

I hate hate hate it when people are upset with me, because I am an annoying people pleaser. I will always try my best to make people happy. I need to not sweat the small stuff, but again easier said than done.

Thanks for letting me whine. All in all, in the grand scheme of things, this is nothing compared to what others go through. I am just in a funk.

Edited a bit to try to make more sense. My brain isn't working at all. lol

[underwaterrhymes]

We all go through funks every now and then. Hang in there!

[Kit]

I get in these funks too. It happens, and its ok. No need for apologies for having occasional sads :-)

((hugs))

[studytime45]

Awww Bonquiqui. You're one of my favourite posters here! I'm sorry you're going through a rough time. Hopefully the Dr will say all is well and you can take "ears" off your list of worries. Hugs!

[jssymom14]

Whine away...maybe drink some wine too!

[eb777888]

I'm sorry bonquiqui (((hugs)))).
I hope you get out of this funk.

[bonquiqui]

Thank you guys. I love you all! :heart: It actually feels better to just whine. I need some wine though for reals