I found a lump last night. Luckily I was already scheduled for a pap today. I have a mammogram scheduled for tomorrow first thing. I've had lumps before that were benign but there are 3 and they are big. For some reason I am really scared and the timing sucks. It's my birthday next week.I have to travel a ton before now and Thanksgiving and I have no idea how or when I will get the results. I can't handle bad news right now. NOT AT ALL.