I really need to not drink when I am stressed out.

[zoidberg]

It makes me freak out and question every decision I have ever made, and feel like nothing will ever get better.

Stupid self.

[Moe]

Take it easy ok?

[Deleted]

Aww I hope you are ok.

I am the opposite. I don't give a fuck about anything when I drink. It is nice.

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Dec 17, 2013 0:35:29 GMT -5 @cse1960 said:

I hate when I start this at night. I end up questioning all my life's choices, and wandering in to my children's rooms to look at them while they sleep and ponder the expense of raising them. Then I think I'll never be able to retire, because we will have spent too much on them, and I hate myself and long to travel to Europe with all the money I'm blowing on tuition.

I spend a lot of nights staring at my kid while she sleeps (not drunk lol). I want to be an awesome mom to her and give her everything she deserves. Sue Sue you are such an inspiration to this.

[zoidberg]

Just some situational things right now that kind of blow.

And then I start thinking, "but if I had done xyz then maybe things would have been different, or if I did xyz right now it could make everything better!"

But really, I know that is just ridiculous speculation and anything shitty could happen at any time, regardless of my action or inaction.

In short, being an adult blows.

[zoidberg]

I'm sure I will feel better in the morning. Thanks for caring.