Difficult

[charitylynne79]

The other night I was playing around on computer listening to music and watching videos. Anyways I listened to the song What Hurts the Most by Rascal Flatts and I was bawling at the end of the song. I felt pain, hurt, anguish, etc.

And NO not about husband.

I was dating this guy back in 2001 who had some problems and was working on them, etc. He was a good guy and spent a lot of time together. I went on vacation the 1st week in June and he committed suicide while I was gone. He left without a goodbye or nothing, left 2 kids behind, and no note no nothing.

It'll be 11 years in a few weeks. It hurts a lot and I don't know to get over it.

[doriswe]

((hugs))

[BlueBayou]

Ohmigosh, that song gets me too. Super big hugs !!