Im worn out. Currently sitting in the waiting room crying. They think it's pancreatic cancer that has spread to her liver, lungs and brain.i dont know If I'm seeing things that aren't there but she seems To be getting worse by the day. It might just be that she has been sleeping for the last 6 days. I know I would be so much better at handling this If my husband were still alive, and I'm angry he isn't to help me. Also my Aunt died two days ago. My car crapped out Friday night. I really can't handle all this
I'm so sorry that you're going through this, especially alone. We recently found out that my father's lung cancer had spread to his brain and it's absolutely heartbreaking.
OMG, I am so sorry you are having to deal with all of this. That is so rough. You are in my thoughts and I am hopping things getter better for you very soon.