Post by starrieskies on Mar 5, 2014 13:57:28 GMT -5
I don't know.. I would like to think he did... but I have very limited information right now and none of it has come directly from him, so I only have bits and pieces..
Well I got one piece of the puzzle... I know there's more though. One of my lead guys had a heart attack yesterday. I knew he wasn't here but no one was saying why...
OMG I'm eating really tasty bean chili that H made. I'm worried about my 5 o'clock run though - it already feels like I'm going to have major digestive issues for the rest of the day.
This is going to sound stupid... but we're all supposed to be watching him... but I don't know what I'm looking for and I'm afraid to Google....
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He should be in the hospital or at least home.
I agree! But he refuses to go. I realized this morning that if something happens he's so big that I am not physically capable of performing chest compressions on him...
My pms hormones acted up hardcore last night and I cried in front of brewery guy over something kind of stupid that I blew out of proportion in my head. He felt bad and I feel dumb. And didn't sleep well last night and now I feel like a zombie.
I can blame all this on the cysts and ER visit, right?
Yes you can. Stupid hormones.
I told him there seems to be lots of us goofing off, or passionate screwing, and not a lot of the in-between affection and I'd like more of that. Then I cried. Then he comforted me. I said it's been a hard week and he said I know, I'm sorry. It will be okay. We cuddled. Then I said I need a little more of that kind of affection and if he could handle it. He said yes.
Today he has not texted much (we usually text on and off during the day). He may have been put off by what I said or the crying. I shouldn't feel bad about saying what I did (albeit in a more dramatic fashion than what was needed). But right now I do - did I word it appropriately, or did I come off as needing too much and he's not doing "his share".