So it looks like I won't be having a November baby after all. My doctor tested my HCG on Monday and it was 41 which they said was fine because it was so early. Well they retested it yesterday and it was only 15. They called me this afternoon with the results and now was the first chance I had to post. The doctor said with it being so low I will probably start bleeding anytime, so it will be a super early miscarriage or I guess some doctors would just call it a chemical pregnancy. I'm just sad and feeling upset that I let myself get so excited. Knowing my history of struggles getting pregnant I should have known this was a possibility/probability. It's just so hard not to get your hopes up when it's something you want so badly.