OMG I'm so menstral. MIL just came over and is holding A which is actually nice because I can do some laundry and dishes. But A needs to eat and I want to feed her and she won't give her over. Then she starts trashing our baby's 6 month session and all of a sudden our wedding pictures suck. Are you fuuuucking kidding me? I'm going to kill someone. Ugh. OK vent over. Thank you for listening.
Hey guys. Oh she just complains. She deals with a lot of shit with SIL and I understand her need to complain sometimes but sometimes she should just use her inside voice. She didn't like one of the backgrounds, and the bathing suit was a real problem for her, and no matter how many times i told her that was my fault and that shes only making me feel worse by complaining, she cant stop herself when she gets going about something. But then she started on the wedding pictures and that the objects were good and the people were "too small" (when she previously complained that there were too many pics of "things" and not enough of people despite me repeatedly telling her that I specifically asked for those shots. H told her to stop talking because she is pissing me off. Thankfully. Because it could have ended in damage to our relationship. She didn't want to let A go hungry, she wanted to put her in her high chair and give her cereal because she misses her during the week, but A had just woken up after 12 hours of sleep and I had worked for 9 hours and hadn't nursed in almost 24 and milk is MOST IMPORTANT. But I fed the baby. And then I went for an awesome bike ride and I feel better and I'm over it. Thanks for listening ETA because it didn't make sense
I wanted to kill everyone and everything for my first PPP. I am happy to report it has gotten better over time, but AF sticks around for a full week now (5 days before, like since I was 12!! )and comes every 4 weeks instead of 5. Bleck.