Just in case she reads this thread, but not confessions, here's a c&p for bettyhomewrecker:
I hope you're still lurking here. I don't know if you know the board exists, but we have an excellent "Recovery" board here. pandce.proboards.com/board/68/recovery I have found it a huge help when I've been in a bad spot. Please, feel free to join us when you feel comfortable!
@stilljustash I know she knows this, but she is not alone. There are a lot of us that have struggled (and still struggle) with what she is going through. If she needs another place of support, I hope she comes back and finds it here.
Aw Betty I missed whatever you'd posted (if it's still in the confessions thread I can't see it on my phone). I am sorry you're hurting though and I hope you come back. We all love you here!