I just need to put something here...

[phoenixrising]

So is anyone else here a complete overthinker? My guess is yes.

I don't want to go into too many details, but I have something going on right now that could go one of two ways, and I have gotten some feedback (sort of through the grapevine) that there may soon be a resolution to it, but I don't have an idea of which way it will go, and I am TOTALLY overthinking and overanalyzing about it right now. So although I try to be really respectful of the professional boundaries between me and my therapist, I sent her an email about it because I feel like my brain is like a hamster on a wheel. I see her next week, so I told her that she could reply if she had time or we could discuss it when I see her (at which point, a resolution may have occurred), but she is sort of my go-to with hard stuff, and I felt like I had to get it out to her before the weekend. Hence the email. But I also feel bad that I kind of asked her to maybe bend our relationship a little bit to offer a little therapy-via-email (not really...I just wanted to put it out there to her...I know she does not do real therapy anytime other than in a face-to-face environment), so this is adding to my overthinking. 

It's going to be a long weekend.

Thanks for listening to my ramble.

ETA - So it looks like I may find out the outcome on Thursday. That seems really far away, but I am glad to have a timeline in mind. I still feel bad about email dumping on my therapist, however. 

[lovelovelove]

I've had a few crises come up and I've called my therapist to schedule an emergency appointment. If she can't see me right way she tries to get me on the phone for a few minutes.

Sorry you're struggling right bow. I hope everything works out for the best.

[phoenixrising]

I have definitely done that before as well, but she must have gone home for the day before I emailed her. So she will see my rambling when she gets to work on Monday. Oh, well. It did make me feel better just to send it to her.