Ohhhhh maaan. My heart aches for you. Would your H be open to adopting or fostering?
We are planning in it but not for a couple of years - we know we want to foster kids and we need DS to be old enough to explain kids coming and going to him adequately. And any errant behaviors that may come with troubled kids. I don't want to be super chooses about fostering - I truly want to be a port in a storm for kids who need it. DH may still change his mind on bio kids, I'm not giving up. But it's just so killing me how DS has his heart set on it. He's even got names picked out. And I swear I do NOT coach him. (He told DH the other day that I'm not too old but DH is too fat...I almost drove off the road laughing so hard!!).
LOL!!!!!!!!
little man can come play with us anytime he needs a baby fix <3